y/n was a 17 year old girl. constantly being abused by her always drunk parents, she finally decides to end it all. and that was when she meant him. but sometimes, some things never change and other times you find new twists.
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(A/n- if Toby doesn't studder, it means it's seriously important to him.)
Toby's p.o.v I was in my room, cutting at my arms. I gave up careing what Masky would do if he found out. Nothing matters to me anymore!! *knock*knock* As soon as I heard that sound I put my blade in my pocket and pulled down my sleeves. I was still cautious when it came to people around me. Some people I actually cared about if they saw the cuts. I slowly opened the door to see.... Y/n!! The 'person' that I like that has been avoiding me for no given reason!! She just stood there, looking at the ground, her face red as fuck. 'Is she ok?' I questioned my thoughts. "What d-do you ne-need?" I asked. "Can.... Can I t... Talk to you..... For a second?" She asked, looking up at me. "Sure" I responded, just deciding to let her into my room. She knows that I cut, so the blood stains on the bed shouldn't raise any alarms. "Cutting again?" She asked, sitting on the edge of the bed" avoiding the blood. "Ya, just cutting at my arms." I said, sitting next to her. "Doesn't Masky check your arms at random though?" She asked, I simply pulled my sleeves up and got my blade out. "I really don't care anymore! What's the worst he's gonna do. I can't feel pain and I've given up!" I said, cutting at my arms again. Y/n's p.o.v I looked over at Toby cutting his arms. I then remembered that my blade was in my pocket. I took it out and rolled up my sleeves, revealing rows and rows of cuts. Old and new, some light, some deep, some were even words I had cut into my arms. I started to recut 'worthless' into my arm, as it was the most faded word. As the blood dripped from my arm to the bed Toby looked over at me, I didn't much care. I just continued to cut the 'h' into my arm. I lifted the blade to cut the 'l' for 'less' into my arm, I felt something grad my wrist, stopping me from bringing my blade down. I look up to see.... Toby had a hold of my wrist. He simply took my blade and set it on the other side of him, putting his with it. "Why did you take my blade?" I asked, kinda triggered that he just stole my blade. "W-what di-id you wa-wanna talk ab-bout?" Toby asked, my face turning red. Toby's p.o.v
I took y/n's blade after she finished recutting the 'h' in worthless, making it say 'worth' instead. I set her blade on the other side of me, placing my blade next to her's. "Why did you take my blade?" She asked, my face turn red. "W-what di-id you wa-wanna talk ab-about?" I asked, her face turning red as well. "First, answer my question. Why. Did. You. Take. My. Blade?" She asked again. "Because now your arm says 'worth' instead of 'worthless'. Now it tells the truth." I whispered, not studdering once, knowing full well she could hear me. "N-now, tell me wh-hat you wa-wanted to say." I said, louder and studdering once again. "Ummm....... Well...... I need to tell you something." She said, clearly nervous. "O-ok, wh-what is it?" I asked, wondering why she seemed so nervous. Y/n's p.o.v "O-ok, wh-what is it?" Toby asked, I just nervously looked down. I sighed and got ready to say what needed to be said. I tried to calm down to sound less nervous. "Ilike,likeyou!" I said, as quickly as possible. Just waiting for the rejection I was told I would get. *Flash back* "No one will ever love a bitch like you!" My drunken 'father' yelled at a 5 year old me. "You'll only ever be rejected and yelled at!" My 'mother' yelled, hitting me with a bottle. "Your only something to be used then thrown away!" My 'father' yelled at me once again. *End of flash back* Toby's p.o.v "Ilike,likeyou!" Y/n said,looking down after she said it. She looked like she was ready for me to yell at her or something. *She's just playing with your emotions.* a voice in my head said. 'Even if that's true, I still love her and your not going to change that!' I yelled back at the voice as I looked over at y/n. "I love you too." I said, she looked up at me, a slightly confused look on her face. Y/n's p.o.v "I love you too." Toby said, looking me dead in the eyes. I was confused on why he didn't yell at me or just walk away. "Wait.... Really?!" I asked, still confused. "Yes, I love you, but I need to ask something." Toby said, a slight smile on his face. "Ok, what do you want to ask?" I asked back, hoping that it wasn't why I've been avoiding him. "So why have you been avoiding me?" He asked, of course he had to ask that! "Well...... Clockwork thr-" i started, but Toby quickly cut me off. "Just ignore her, she's practical harmless.... Well to us at least." Toby said, clearly a little upset. "Ya I kinda told Masky and Hoodie and they said she can't kill me, kinda happy kinda sad." I said. 'Nina probably would be dead by now if she could.' I thought. "Wait... Why did you tell them?" Toby asked, I looked back down at the ground. "Well...... I kinda gave them advice.... And I kinda asked them for advice.... And it just kinda came out." I said, looking back up at him. "O-ok, wh-hat di-id you gi-ive them ad-advice f-for?" He asked. Toby's p.o.v "Ok, I didn't tell you this, but they sorta kinda like like each other. And aa their friend, I told them just to tell each other. Now their a thing, don't know if anyone else knows yet though." She said, I could tell my eyes widened. "Wait.... O-ok we need to mak-ke a ship na-ame!" I said, overly excited. I always thought that they would be cute together. "Ok, wow, your a dork.... Like me, lets make a ship name!" Y/n said, a smile on her face. "Ok... Do you know their real first names?" Y/n asked. I grabbed a pen and some paper. "Ummm... B-brian an-nd Tim." I said, surprised that I remembered. "Ok..................................................... BRIM!!!!! That's the ship name!" Y/n said, the smile on her face growing. "Ya, t-that's a perfect sh-ship name." I said back, smiling at how cute her smile is.
A/n- hey peeps 💜 hope you all enjoyed 💜 also... I'm running out of ideas😓 what do you peeps want to happen? Please help. Anyways love you all 💜 peeps
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