Ruins
I have been ruined because of X. I don’t trust anyone at all. If only people understood, that I have too many problems in my life and I can’t really control them-but X can -unfortunately.
To me X is like an evil puppeteer always controlling me, with a wicked grin. I know I have to learn how to put my foot down but it’s easier said, than done really.
I as a person don’t know how to confront people face to face. I prefer to write about it. But even I can’t do that to X. see once I did just that and this is what happened.
“What is wrong with you? You call yourself a friend yet you tell me off for stupid things that never happen, if only I knew what to do with you!”
She lectured me for days. Even through text messaging she would lecture me.
She made me feel horrible about myself. Yet I try to make her boost her self-esteem and she just lets me down, again and again. She leaves me in ruins. She leaves me heartbroken. She leaves me questioning my existence.
A/N:
Hey sorry for the short entry I think I am nearing the end of my book. Should I end it? Tell me what you guys think!!
Cya
XoXo Khadija
YOU ARE READING
I HATE X!!
RandomX,a person that i can definitely live without.she is someone i would rather die than talk to.But i cant kill myself,i want to see what my future awaits.Marriage,kids,travelling.These are things I look forward to.But its hard when you feel like life...
