Depressed Song

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A/N:Song is NOT mine. The song is nightmare by NEFFEX. This is also a no powers Au
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Main ships:none

Side ships:Paulina x Dash and Kwan x Star.

Warning:Song has a bit of cursing, mentions of self harm, attempted self harm

Summary:Danny and the others are in 12th grade. Danny friends bully him and have joined the A-listers. Danny has been going to the park late at night. One of those late nights the A-listers happen to be at the park and see him. They follow him and hear something that makes them regret bullying him.

Danny's POV:
Ever since Sam and Tucker started bullying me, I have changed my attitude and look. I have not smiled in awhile. I have started to wear long sleeves because I started to cut. Right now I am changing to go to the park. I put on a baggy black long sleeved shirt, dark blue baggy ripped jeans, and dark gray high tops. I didn't bother to try and brush my hair. I grabbed my dark blue guitar and jumped out the window.

-time skip to the park-

Sam's POV:
I was talking to the other A-listers, we were at a bench by a tree. I then saw the loser walk in the park holding what looked like a dark blue guitar. He didn't seem to see us. "Hey guys look the loser is over there."I said pointing at him. We saw him walk towards the a wooded area of the park. "Let's go follow him"Dash said. We nodded and started to follow him.

Danny's POV:
I was walking to a hill I like to sit on, which was through the wooded area of the park. Once I got there I sat down under the tree that was on top of the hill.

Dash's POV:
Once he sat down he started to play his guitar. He was really good at it too. Then he started to sing.

"Every day that I wake up
i wake up in a nightmare
every day that I wake up
I can never see quite clear
when I look at my surroundings
and everybody still doubts me
I wanna live to hear a crowd sing
all my lyrics so loudly"

I looked at him wide eyes, I couldn't believe his voice.

"Miss a time when we would all get together
I guess it's fine but I really wish that we were better
real talk sippin drinks without all the pressure
now everybody needs to think about posting
whatever
when people ask how I'm doing ive never been better
that's really not a conversation I'm willing to enter
how come we all continue forcing out all of this pressure
I'm just sick of these opinions and all of these lectures"

I looked over too the other A-listers.

"I need my space now
so I can feel nothing
I live this nightmare
so I can be something
I do what I love
and hope you will love me
I face this nightmare
no I am not running"

They looked sad and guilty.

"and I'm scared of being rich
but I'm scared of being poor
I'm scared of being lonely
but I'm scared of being bored sometimes I get really angry
and I don't know why
sometimes I really do hate me
can't even pick my own side"

I felt off, but I didn't know why.

"what is even going on
why the hell do i even write songs
what the hell am I doing here man
I guess don't understand a thing damn
but maybe ignorance is bliss
I'd rather lay in the abyss
then be aware of what I missed especially
if I quit they say that hell is your last day
when you see what you could've became
that day would drive me insane
so i intend on staying my lane
I picked a path and I picked the pain
I want it bad that won't ever
change sometimes I'm mad sometimes I'm ok
I know I'll have what I want someday"

My eyes widen in realization.

"I need my space now
so I can feel nothing
I live this nightmare
so I can be something
I do what I love
and hope you will love me
I face this nightmare
no I am not running"

"Am I guilty!?"I thought but shook my head.

"and it's hard to be ok
when everything has changed
yeah it's hard to be ok
when I can see everything
the best part of everyone's day
is on my iPhone on display
no matter what I do can't get away
this isn't healthy I don't feel the same"

"I couldn't be he's just a loser."I thought but I still was unsure.

"yo and destiny is a weird thing
cuz it's easier to believe
that everything is out of your hands
it's part of a plan
so there ain't no need to worry
don't let your vision be blurry
lock in to your journey
and you can start real early
you can be 13 or you could be 30
but it's your life to live
so what you got to give
you better get after it
don't you dare quit
don't you dare kid
you got dreams
then your like me
so try like me
so fight like me
take a hold of your life and thrive like me
so you can put the nightmares to sleep like me."

I don't know why but I smiled sadly at the last lyrics. I looked at The A-listers again. They also were smiling sadly.

Tucker's POV:
I was smiling sadly. He seemed so upset. He also changed so much.

Sam's POV:
I just looked at Danny smiling sadly. He was so good at singing. Danny stood up and took off his sweater.

Star's POV:
The other A-listers and I gasped. We saw bloody Bandages wrapped around both his arms.

Kwan's POV:
After he took off his sweater, he took a army knife out of his pockets. He brought it to his arms. Until...

Danny's POV:
"Stop!!"I heard someone yell. I looked over to see Paulina. My eyes went wide. "Why? No one cares about me, not even my parents." I said looking away. "We are sorry!! We never realized how much we hurt you..."Paulina said. "We?" I asked looking back at her confused. My eyes widened again as the other A-listers came out. "Why...?"I asked looking down with tears in the corner of my eyes. "Because we felt bad as soon as we heard your song."Tucker said. I looked up and they all hugged me. I hesitantly hugged back."We want to be you're friends."Dash said after they all let go. "You have to gain my trust 1st."I said wiping my tears. "That's fair."Kwan said. "Now let's get you to my house to fix this bandages and we'll ask my Mom to call you're parents and sister."Kwan said. "Just call Jazz my parents won't even notice I'm gone." He nodded and we started to walk to his house.

3rd POV:
After that day, the A-listers apologized to everyone they bullied. Danny and the Ex-A-listers became best friends eventually Valerie Joined the friend group. A couple months later, Danny asked out Sam and now they are a couple.  About 1 month after that Tucker asked out Valerie. They are also a couple now.

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