DAZED [C]

Chapter 19

"Where's kookie" tae asked all the guys who were staring at him
"He's not here" Jin quickly answered
"Well I know that but where is he? Can I see him?" Tae asked again
"He's been really busy tae" Jin puts his hand on taes shoulder

Taehyungs pov

I'm happy to be back and with Jessica like I promised her but nothing feels the same without my kookie. I asked them where he was and they're acting all weird about it.
I really miss jungkook and I regret leaving him but at least I met Jessica.
"But he always has time for me" I tell jin who looks kinda sad.
Jin hyung glances at namjoon hyung like if he's asking for some kind of help
"Well right now he's dealing with work" namjoon hyung smiles at me showing his dimple that I find really adorable.
"Can I call him" I say standing up
"N-no he told us not to b-bother him for now" Jin hyung quickly states
Why are they acting so weird..it's like they're hiding something.
I pretend to understand so they would relax but in reality I'm gonna call him myself later when everyone's asleep.
Each of them started leaving one by one saying their good nights and good jobs and that's when my hyungs finally went to sleep. I was pretend sleeping so they could fall asleep.

I opened my eyes and turned around to find myself next to yoongi hyung. He's snoring like a donkey so I get up slowly trying not to make a sound and hop down the bed. I tiptoe down the stairs to whoever's phone was on the counter. I unlocked it cause it didn't have a passcode what a dum dum I thought
I see the lock screen and I know it's yugyeoms phone because he had bambam on there. I mentally gag at that and tap on the contacts icon. I scroll down to the Ks and see kook 🚮 and before I press call on walk behind the kitchen table and into one of the cabinets that I could fit in so they wouldn't hear me. I take a deep breath and contemplate with myself "you can do it" I tell myself but I don't know if I can. Should I? I feel like it's too early for this but I really miss him but then again I should wait for him to apologize or not. I fight with myself back and forth before I finally press call. My heart is racing as I listen to the dial tone. I held my breath as I heard someone pick up

"Hello?" The voice was high pitched

"Kookie?"

"Jungkook is in the shower. Who is this?" She said with an attitude

"U-um it's yugyeom" I panicked

"Are you drunk? And why is your voice so deep" she questions

"No I'm just.......sick. Yeah sick" I pause

"What do you want"

"I wanted to tell jungkook something" my voice almost cracked

"Just tell me and I'll let him know" she insists

"Let him know that taehyung is back" I say trying to hold back my tears

"Yugyeom, you already know he moved on with me so why would he care" she said in a duh tone

That shattered my heart "oh right. You're right. Well just let him know" I say voice cracking at the end

"He won't care but ok. Is that it?" She said irritated

"Yeah bye" I quickly hung up before I put my face in my hands and cried

Did he really forget me? This is all my fault. I deserve it. Now I have no choice but to move on. I get out of the cabinet and put the phone back on the counter before returning to bed finding jimin hyung in my spot so I just go back downstairs and cry myself to sleep on the couch.

I wake up to the smell of pancakes cooking and Jin hyung humming to himself in the kitchen. I recall the events from last night "kookie doesn't love me anymore" I whisper to myself as I look up and see Jin hyung walking towards me "good morning tae bear" he smiles and sits down next me "morning hyung" I say half smiling
"You hungry? I made breakfast" he says and I nod as he takes my hand and leads me into the kitchen