The Way My Mind Works

93.

I know I said I wasn't going to cry,

I meant it too,

But it's been hard,

Everything reminds me of you,

Everything I see,

Reminds me of you,

And I hate it,

I want to forget you,

We're not meant to be,

And I know that,

I know we'll never talk again,

I can't help being upset,

I lost something good,

I lost you,

I can't help the fact that I hate myself,

Because I let you go,

I wish I was in your head,

So I could get answers,

To all the questions floating around in mine,

It shouldn't hurt this bad,

But because it does,

I can't help thinking,

That I was in love with you,

I would never admit that to you though,

If I did,

I fear that you would know,

How badly I'm hurting right now,

I don't want you to know,

I don't want you to pity me,

But I do want to know if,

Your feelings for me,

Were as strong,

As my feelings for you,

So I'm going to cry,

Because that's the only thing I can do,

In order to try and forget about you.