Her Darkest Secret ✓ [ Completed ]

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•Chapter contains sensible content &Lil abusive language read if your comfortable.
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Avni's POV :

"Well done avni! Well done!. Finally you did such a great acting in front of Neil". Wow! Just wow! I laughed sarcastically at my own fate.
"I must say I would have become great actress if I enter into acting profession as how well I acted coldly towards Neil without getting caught".

Over ! every freaking thing is over! I broke him, I broke his heart ,shattered his body again with my dark behavior. I made him hurt again shredding his love yet he is the only one who just cared most for me. And now I'm solely responsible for his tears & pain.
I really don't want to do that at morning. but.. But.. My heart says I'm not capable for his love. He deserves much better girl than me, more beautiful . I'm not a virgin ND I had been raped by many people & Neil doesn't deserve this .I know I'm doing wrong behaving cold towards him but I didn't have any other option rather than this as I want Neil to live a happy life with his love soulmate who is pure in every sense unlike me who is just tainted&used by many person's.

(flashback pov)

Last night His care, his love, his concern, healed my bruised broken body within no time. The pain that I witnessed in his brown orbs when I narrated my whole painful incident made me believe that he is having some beautiful feelings on me.
The emotions that he showed when he came to know about my injuries then how dead he looked ?Just like a lifeless soul & a dead Corpse . but those things showed his inner feelings . For a second I just gasped at his caring behavior. How could someone be so good like him? I thought to myself.

Later, the guilt that his face expressed, when he thought he is solely responsible for my condition is enough to think how much he cares for me & the rage, anger he depicted when he got to know that some unknown filthy persons again touched my body when he is in my life made me feel damn " He is in love with Me ".

The last thing , when he kissed passionately yet gently only to distract me from pain is sufficient to understand " I'm his love , his lady love". That second, Our lips fitted like two perfect puzzles exploring the taste of two mouths. The way our lips melted & the way our lips sticked with each other would be unexplainable. He was so soft ,that made me to respond to his demanded kiss. At that time We kissed forgetting every problem,stress,pain. He made me feel I'm only mattered to him. I felt like drowning in deep ocean as his simple mere touch of his created havoc in my lower region. Butterflies churned my stomach as some new feel of emotion ran through my body.After what left like ages I lacked breath for which I cursed myself as I really don't want his juicy lips to unmould mine . I want him to worship my lips which gave me a beautiful assurance of
"Deep Affection". I may sound like a lunatic lover but his concern,care is the only thing , I want in my life forever.

He stated sorry for unexpected kiss! Such a gentleman is he? I didn't regret kissing him coz in my life I had many kisses from dirty mouths but his one gave me a beautiful promise that his love would heal my deeper wounds which were deeply buried in my heart.
Right, At that time I understood I had fallen in love with him ,with Neil. Would love happen in two days? My answer is yes. When you feel, secured, cared, loved, then it's not a Matter of time to love in with. Like wise I had fallen in love with him which made me to smash my lips with his when he talked useless nonsense . I kissed him so softly as I would lose something precious .Our intimacy added some strange emotions which originated from my heart & we carried away at the heat of moment . He started to heal my shattered body with his numerous wet kisses which made me moan. Never in these past years I moaned with pleasure ,what I used to do is only scream ,wince with pain. But now the feathery kisses of him made me joy with bundle of happiness.then I realized we both were in depth of love. It's deep emotion which we both don't want to depict, or spill out.