idk man bts really have some sort of magical power to transport us into another world, a world where we don't feel pain or sadness. it's like i can just listen to a song or watch a video and i'm like instantly transported to this place of utopia and all of my problems just melt away for a little while and all i feel is comfort and love and happiness and warmth, i feel loved and wanted and hopeful and it's so so and reassuring that i have something like that in my life, where even if i am at my lowest and nothing else will bring me happiness or joy, i always have them to take me away from everything for a moment and just escape. they can switch my mood around in an instant when nothing else can and i'm incredibly grateful for it. it's like a galaxy? it's what the place looks like in my head. it's a galaxy where all the little stars are armies and there's them there waiting to hug me and tell me it's gonna b okay?? it's sounds dumb but it's so special and nothing has ever made me feel like that, so wanted and accepted and loved. sometimes people in this fan base can take things too deep and i ignore as much as i can, i just want it to be filled with this feeling of euphoria (that wasn't intended at first 🤪). when there's that emptiness and that void there, they're the only thing i've found that truly fill it? idk i'm having a soppy moment i just feel so grateful and i wish i could tell them this i just want them to know how much they impact me and other ppl i just love them so fucking much man damn 🥺
