Territorial / Simon Minter

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I can confirm, that was the best sex i have ever had. Although my feelings for Simon were growing stronger and stronger by the minute, and we have never felt more intimate that when we were in bed together, i was still slightly afraid that now we'd had sex he was going to leave me. 

I felt so shit for feeling like this. It showed that even though i trusted Simon to save my life if i was ever in danger, i still didn't fully trust him. I had to remember that we still weren't in an committed "relationship", for all i know he could have many other girls on the side. He was part of the Sidemen for goodness sake, he could get any girl he wanted. So, now he'd got sex out of me, i couldn't help but worry he was going to move onto someone else. What's the term "fuck and chuck"?

But the rest of our weekend in New York was bliss. Simon still attended a few business meetings but he was able to spend a lot more time with me. We went shopping and sight seeing with each other, even though Simon had been to New York many times before and the sights were nothing new for him. I caught him multiple times staring at me, rather than the sights, which obviously made me blush like an idiot. He also insisted on buying me quite a few things when we went shopping, which i tried to refuse but he wasn't allowing it. Anything i showed interest in, he would buy for me. I felt so bad i had to try and stop showing interest, i hate people spending money on me. The thought of Simon thinking his money was the only reason i was interested in him made me feel sick. 

I was quite sad when it was time to pack and board the plane back home. It was nice to be away with Simon and be in our own little bubble for a while, apart from the business. As we sat down on the plane, Simon looked towards me and must have noticed my slight frown. 

"Hey" he grabbed my hand and gave it a little squeeze "is everything okay?"

The concern on his face made my heart melt a bit. I didn't want him to think anything was wrong with this weekend, except maybe our little argument but i've tried to forget about that.

"Everything's good. I'm just, kinda, not ready to go home just yet" i gave him a smile of reassurance and i could also feel my cheeks blushing, i just admitted that i wanted it to stay just us. I watched as the smile on Simon's face grew as he realised what i meant.

"Don't worry baby, you'll get to see me just as much at home" He gave me a wink and a tingle went through my body which made me shiver in my seat a bit. It was like a shock straight to my core.

This also gave me a bit more reassurance to what i was discussing earlier. If he is mentioning seeing each other a lot at home then surely that means he wasn't just in this for the sex. He's not going to simply blow me off as soon as we land on the home turf. But sometimes, the things boys say and the things boys do don't exactly match up. Been there before.

I was shocked with how smooth the flight was, i didn't feel an jolt of turbulence. I wasn't tired at all on the way back, so i couldn't help but focus my attention solely on Simon. We were sat next to each other, with the aisle between us, rather than opposite each other. Mainly so we could have more room to spread our legs out, not that there was any way not to have room on this plane. 

For the first few hours, Simon was attending to some business. A whole business weekend away and there is still work to attend to on the journey back. The wifi on this plane was amazing, obviously, what was i expecting. Simon typed out some sort of report and also took part in a group video call with some business men. He had airpods in so i couldn't really make out any of the conversation, but it sounded pretty serious and not something i felt i wanted to be involved in anyway. During the call Simon's arm was stretched across and he was playing with my fingers. It was so nonchalant i'm not even sure he knew that he was doing it. But it made me smile.

After the work he had to do, he took a nap. He must have been tired from all the business he had attended to recently, so no part of me felt annoyed for him not trying to stay up and entertain me. I felt myself still watching Simon's features for a bit after he fell asleep, not in a creepy way. His face was just so beautiful to look at. His lips were slightly parted as he slowly breathed in and out, i'm sure he had the most perfect pink lips in the world. I'm also sure he has better skin and eye lashes than me which is pretty annoying, considering the amount i spend on skincare to try and look like this and he looks like that so effortlessly. 

I could sense how strong my feelings for him were beginning to be, and i was quite worried about it.

Arriving back in Seattle, Simon drove me back to my apartment. My heart dropped at the thought of leaving him. Come on girl, you have spent the weekend together, get a grip. He held me close to him as we got out of the car outside my apartment.

"Zoe, i've had the best weekend with you" his hands were around my waist and despite all the time we have spent with each other, there were still butterflies in my stomach at the thought of being so close to him.

"So have i. Back to reality now" i pouted dramatically at the mention of "reality", as this weekend had been such a dream. 

Simon inched his way closer to me and suddenly my lips were no longer pouting but were pressed against his. He kissed me slowly, no rush to finish or break away. Our lips moved so rhythmically. 

As we finally pulled away from each other, Simon untangled his arms from around me and walked back to his side of the car. 

"See you later baby"

The words caused a massive grin on my face and i carried my bag to the door of my apartment building. I took one more look at Simon before i went inside. He was sat in the car at the wheel, watching me walk in. I gave him a shy smile and he grinned and waved back. Before i shut the door behind me and i heard him drive away. 

Back to reality. I just hope the romance doesn't end here.

 Fuckkk, i'm so sorry for not uploading in sooo long! 

I have appreciated your guys' support so much, and i am loving the comments, so please keep leaving them!!

I have just finished my first year of uni and exams, so i should be uploading a lot more regularly, so sorry again!!