I'm Stii Here (Exo, Bts,Seventeen ff)

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Hey you guys im backkkk sorry for the uh long wait again im really bad a this

You knew instantly, you've heard that voice way too many times to not be able to recognise it

so you answer with a bitter laugh and say " I guess so, but sometimes spending times like these alone is better than being with someone" you say with an expressionless face not that he could see it 

" Maybe " he says with a shrug, and with that he sat down beside you 

" What are you doing here Kim? " you ask scooting away from him 

" What, can't an old friend want an explanation of why someone who is supposedly dead still walking? " he said as if it was a joke

you just looked at him, you wanted to tell him but even if you did you knew it wouldn't change anything. 

" How? You were dead, WE WERE ALL THERE WE SAW YOU DIE WE WATCHED IT ALL HAPPEN HOW--?" he said, his voice cracking 

he was angry, sad and betrayed at the same time. You didn't need your magic to know because you would be too if you were in his shoes. You hated it, you hated the fact that he was screaming at you, the fact that it was all your fault. You were scared, you really were but you couldn't show. So you did what you were good at, PUSHING. PEOPLE. AWAY. 

" I KNOW YOUR'E MAD AND ALL NO NEED TO REMIND ME, SO WHAT IF IM ALIVE IT DOESNT CHANGE ANYTHING ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I "SUPPOSEDLY DIED" YOU GUYS HAVE HAPPY LIVES NOW GO AHEAD AND CONTINUE LIVING IT" you said with pure rage in your voice

You looked mighty and strong, but you weren't you were crying on the inside, you missed them all, but you knew personal feelings weren't always right. You had a goal and it was to find your parents and rule the kingdom, but now you weren't really sure 

" You really think it's that easy? you think we're over the fact that you died? the girls cry themselves to sleep, specially azura. What about Luhan? you think he's fine? heck we don't even see him anymore and the last time I did he looked like a living corpse" he said with a sarcastic laugh with tears running down his cheeks 

" SO WHAT DO I DO? SHOULD I TELL THEM "HEY YOU GUYS IM ALIVE READY TO GET YOUR LIVES RUINED BY MY CURSED SELF?" IM NOT BLIND OKAY YOU GUYS HAVE BETTER LIVES WITHOUT ME, AZURA? SHES DOING FINE THANK YOU VERY MUCH I EVEN LIVE WITH HER AND ABOUT LUHAN, YOU GUYS CAN FIX HIM DESTROY THE MATE BOND PERIOD" 

"Unbelievable, you bear katalina's  body but I'm defenietly sure you're not her, shes a fighter she knows how to handle things, she faces problems and she never runs away from them" he says with a stern look 

"You know what Katalina is DEAD sorry for interrupting your life, I'll get going now" he says with a huff

"Yeah she is dead, she died a long time ago, she died the moment her parents did" you said not looking at him 

he just looked at you, he looked at you with a bitter smile and left 

And with that you were left alone, how you were supposed to be in the first place 

Noticing how the sun was gone and no longer being in the mood of sightseeing, you make your way to the hotel lifelessly. Sure you looked expressionless but your insides were churning and screaming with pain, every move you made was putting you i  hell. But then you thought I probably deserve to be in hell by now.

With everything going on in your head you didn't notice a shadow following you... 

Soon you arrived at the hotel with Min Seo waiting for you in the lobby 

"Seo Yoo, how was your stroll?" she asks curiously while yawning 

"I wanted to look around too but sadly my body betrayed me and as soon as I got to the room, I literally fell down on the bed and slept for like the whole day" she said whilst rolling her eyes 

" Well you are a heavy sleeper, why don't we go up first and I'll tell you about my stroll" you say with a laugh 

She leaded you to your rooms, it turns out you guys were sharing a room and the other three shared a room too. Min Seo.... she was someone you didn't deserve, she didn't deserve a cursed friend or someone who lies to her yet here you were sharing a room with her and telling her about where you've been 

You told her everything you saw and ate, well of course leaving behind the fact that you saw Kim Taehyung and  had a well, heated moment with him 

"WAAAA now I really regret sleeping ughh, why am I such sleepy head?"

"Well it's um in your nature I think?" you said with a chuckle 

"Aishh I really wanna go out too, maybe we can even go out with the girls, I mean we aren't really on a good relationship with them. Well except maybe Lisa she is nice to us." she said 

"Yeah she is nice to us, well um maybe we can go out with them to fix our little misunderstandings."  you said 

Your little chat soon got interrupted with a knock on your door 

"Who could that be?" you thought 

"Room service?" she said with a shrug

as she opened the door she saw nothing 

"There's no one here.." she said 

then you looked down having to see an envelope below 

"envelope" you said while pointing at it 

Min Seo looked at where you were pointing and picked it up as soon as she saw it, 

"It's for you..." she said while handing it to me 

You looked at the envelope it was black and it had gold linings on the top, at the back it had your name written in perfect calligraphy 

as soon as you opened it you heard another knock 

"okay now what" Min Seo said looking annoyed 

again she opened the door and saw their manager 

you quickly hid the envelope under the pillow, though you didn't exactly know why you did

"Girls.. I have something to give you " she said as she handed us black envelopes

 it looked pretty similar to the one you got earlier except it didn't have that gold lining, instead it had silver ones. You wondered why then you remembered, why did I get two? 

"There will be an event tomorrow evening after the shoot, its a formal event, its a little meeting with the other groups participating and a celebration as well for the success of your last comeback and also a welcoming party for you both" she said 

you both just nodded and smiled at her

" I will explain the rest of the schedule tomorrow also please be at the breakfast lounge at 7, do not be late" she said as she left the room 

"What just happened?" Min Seo said 

"I have no idea.. I'm confused" 

"Same here, why'd you get two envelopes?" she asks 

"I don't know its blank the card inside I mean"

"Wait what?" she asks as she takes the envelope

"It is blank, but why?" she looks at me confused

"You know I don't know why I didn't say anything to manager nim. I wanted to tell her but it was like there was something stopping me from doing so" she said 

"Really? honestly I did too it was like something took over me.." i trailed off

"You know what maybe we're just overthinking, maybe someone was just playing a prank on us. Let's just ignore it" I said with a huff

"I guess so.." she said, still not convinced but didn't really think about it anymore 

"Let's sleep? " I said trying to change the subject 

"Yeah sure"she said with a smile

boy I need to prepare myself for whatever crap i'm about to face tomorrow

whatever it is I need to get over it, and protect whatever I have right now