Hurt

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I want to hurt.

I want to feel pain through me.

I want the burn it releases.

The way it hurts yet calms.

I used to fear pain.

Now it keeps me sane.

It's the thing keeping me here.

In this way of living.

My tears fall slowly then faster.

I need to be stopped.

I need to stop.

But it feels so good.

It releases me from my thoughts.

Takes me out of my mind's captivity.

Yet it slowly kills me.

Can anyone stop me?

I don't want to be stopped but I must.

Leave me be but come closer.

I can't make up my mind.

I want to pull you closer and shove you farther.

It holds me in a tight grip.

Can I ever let go?

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