Fix You || N.H. ✔️

Don't Give Up

After eating I waited for her.
"Diamond?" I scratched my head.
"Yes, Niall." she came to me.
"How can I clean myself?" I got uncomfortable. She stood there, silent.
"Niall... These will be the parts where you, especially you will get disturbed, uncomfortable. I'll run a bath and I'll clean you until you get out of casts. And whenever you want to pee or take a shit, just tell me. Don't feel embarrassed and just call me, okay?" she placed her hand on my shoulder. I looked down. I was trying to process everything.
"You mean... You will take off my clothes, all of them. See me naked, clean me and get me on toilet when I need?" I looked at her with tears. I can't even do natural things by myself?
"Niall. Niall, listen to me..." she kneeled and took my face into her tiny, gentle hands. "I know it's hard. But you need to try. Step by step you will learn, process and use to it. I'll try to be as gentle as I can. When you will have your both hands healthy it will be easier. You will clean yourself, sit in and out of wheelchair. We will start all the therapy to make you stand up on these two legs. Just please be motivated, don't overthink, try to think positive and have trust in me." she said all of that looking into my eyes. I made a little smile.
"I trust you. Your boyfriend is so goddamn lucky to have you." I whispered. She removed her hands away.
"Let's take a bath, okay..." she said exhaling. I blinked while she took me to the bathroom. I watched her running bath for me.
"Okay, you're ready?" she asked smiling. I looked down.
"I'll try not to erect." I blushed. Diamond just laughed nervously.
"I don't like that laugh." I whispered squinting my eyes.
"You won't have a boner. I ain't that pretty to make guys dicks fly up." she giggled carefully taking off my shirt.
"Well, you're beautiful to me." I whispered looking at her when her face was close. We looked into each other's eyes for a moment.
"Thanks Niall. But... Hmm... I need you to get your arm around my neck so I can pull you up and take other clothes off." she extremely blushed while placing my legs on the bathroom floor. Niall get a grip. What's up with you? Can't be normal around her? She's taken, Niall so shut up, shut up. I did as she told me. I gently got a grip of her and she lift me up taking off my boxers and pants together.
"So I'm naked. How do I look?" I giggled sitting while she got some cover on my casts.
"Honestly, pretty damaged and hot. I'll get your ego a bit back." she giggled bitting her lip and turned water off. I smirked and sneakily looked at her ass. If I could I would smack it.
"I hope it's not cold for you." Diamond got me closer to the tub.
"I don't like that you have to drag me. You know... You're a woman." I said as she carefully got me into the tub.
"I'm fine, Niall. Don't worry about me." she smiled and got my hair wet.
"Why? Why did you pick to work this kind of job?" I asked while she gently rubbed shampoo in my hair. I closed my eyes enjoying.
"Well, actually I finished studies with computer but I got a job in this. Had to finish some stuff for working this. Here I am... Washing Niall Horan's hair. I bet a lot of girls wants this. I guess I'm special." she giggled. I giggled too.
"So, you googled about me I see." I said.
"I did. A bit of mind blowing facts and shit but I need to listen some songs. Get to know where I got myself into, since I'm in one article with you." she washed out shampoo. I got confused.
"What article? Already article about us?" I asked. She nodded and shrugged her shoulders.