Trauma

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"Layla sweetie it's time to perform come on"my agent knocked on my door

"Okay here I come"I sniffles looking in the mirror

"Layla you been crying for a day now everything will be okay"she said

"I'm coming Okay"I said getting up

I opened the door and my agent looked at me in awe . She whipped my tears looking at me

"Your nose and your eyes you can tell you been crying"she said

"It's obvious"I said tryna fake a smile

"Yeah it's obvious don't fake a smile just get up there and do your best okay?"she said

"Okay I'll do it for you"I said calming down

I did my warm ups before walking out on the stage and I started walking the runway smiling as I went

"Oh she's beautiful"I heard people say

"Get some pictures of this"the paparazzi said m

"Oh yes work it girl"others said

I stopped at the end posing for them to take pictures of me while I smiled then I did my hair flip making everyone take more pictures and stuff then I turned around going back to the back

"You did amazing !"She said

"Thanks"I said

"Now put this on"she handed me another outfit

I went and out it on then I went to my walking again this time I did a different walking then when I stopped I did a little twist . As I looked around in the crowd I saw a familiar face . Well I think I did so I kept starring and I saw Nahmir . With a baby & a girl this made me get sad again as I was walking back off and when I finally got to the back I stormed off into the room laying on to the couch crying again ...

"Layla don't tell me you saw him"she said

"He had an baby"I cried

"It's time to go come on"she said grabbing me

As we was leaving I saw them again backstage talking to this girl that was giving the girl he was with a autograph.

-30 minutes later-

"Layla you good?"King asked

"Yeah I'm okay"I said as he kissed my head

"You sure"he said cuddling with me

"Yeah I'm sure it was just so weird and ironic to see him again but with a baby that looks like him"I snuggled up into Kings chest

"You'll be okay Layla you got me"he kissed me

"I know"I said kissing him back

"Just get some rest okay"he said hugging me tight

"Okay King I'll get some rest"I said closing my eyes

As I closed my eyes all I can see is all these memories of me and Nahmir popping up in my head which made me smiled

-flashback #1-

"So your telling me that your life wasn't as perfect?"He asked

"Yeah it wasn't perfect at all . My adopted mom was an addict she ain't care for us & my real mom had to give us up her and my dad when we was little because at the time we was going through things so they put my lathan & my other siblings up for adoption we winded up getting split up because me and lathan was adopted first we've been to 5 different homes while my other siblings had my oldest brother to care for them"I explained as tears builds up

"Layla I'm so sorry"he pulled me closer

"And all I've ever wanted was for someone to love me . Love me like I'll love somebody else"I cried

"I love you Layla"he said making me look at him

"I love you too"I kissed him

"Look at the starts they sparkle just like your eyes"he smiled at me

I smiled at him cupping his face pecking his lips

-flash back #2-

(YES MY BITCH BEYONCE AND JAY Z)

"Oh my god I'm so cold"I said shaking

"You'll be okay all they gotta do is finish setting up the stage and stuff"he smiled at me

"But it's cold out here"I said

"You got on a whole hoodie how you cold you big baby"he chuckled

"I just wanna go home"I said

"Come here"he said pulling me into a hug

"It's funny how you only love me when I'm cold"I joked

"You Good now?"he laughed a lil

"Yeah I guess so"I said snuggling into his chest

"Look Bebe they got food over there"he said to me

"Food ? Where"i laughed some

"Over there let's go"he said walking with me

-flash back over-

What is this can it be feelings again ? It can't be .