3 days later ( Paris ) time : 3:40
LAYLA
I layed here just thinking about the kids I haven't texted or answered anybody calls even answer the door when people knocked all I did was use the bathroom and sleep .
I can't wait to get the kids so I can just go back to California and take them with me . Im waiting on the guy to call for me to get them for they last three days I starved myself and everything I can no longer eat knowing my kids ain't by my side , was a knock at the door
" open up its yasmeen I got a surprise " she said
" why should I open it ? " I groaned crying
" because your gonna love your surprise "
I opened the door seeing the kids I got so happy and started hugging them and kissing them
" h- how you get them out ? " I asked
" because they know you wasnt guilty"
"T- thank you so much yassy " I cried getting up
" hi mommy " china
" hey china you ready to leave ? " i sniffled
" yes and daddy bad person " she said frowning
" i know sweetie i know " i said hugging her
Californa )
( ugh im on this stupid behind driod aka life is good head ass phone so if i have typing errors yall know , btw its my sisters but im getting my phone fixed soon😊)
" i found love in yall " i sung to the kids
" mommy nasir is laughing " china giggled
" nasir your so silly baby " i laughed at him
" mommy i want a baby sister "
" a baby sister ? " i furrowed my eyebrows
" yes can you ask god for one ? " she asked
" awww mommy not ready for another baby right now okay " i said smiling at her
" okay but if mommy has one mommy name her nyla or kinsey "
" those are cute names " i said
" thanks "
" come on lets lay you and nasir down " i smiled at her
" mommy is daddy ever gonna come back ? " she asked looking at me
" i dont know daddy might come back munchkin "
" can you tell daddy we love him ? "
" i will now goodnight "
" goodnight "
After i layed her down to sleep i went downstairs and when i was down there i saw nahmir .
" what are you doing here ? "
" i cant come home "
" this is no longer your home you tried to kill all of us nick i dont think i could trust you anymore " i said
" listen im so sorry for that can i just have another chance " he said
I just broke down crying ive been through so much with him so much ,
" okay nick you just lucky i love you " i said
" i love you too " he said hugging me
" why yall do that ? " i asked in tears still
" i honestly dont know ive just been fucked up in the head "
" that doesn't mean kill your family nick thats not a good enough excuse " i said
" well im sorry i said "
" i take you back after everything i knew you for so long nick im the mother of your son and i play mommy to your daughter and you treat me like im nobody " i cried
" listen layl-
" listen nothing nick nobody loves me " i cried
" nobody loves me " i broke down on the floor
" layla thats not true " he said
" it is true if i hadn't had kids i wouldve killed myself nobody cares " i cried going upstairs
I cried all the way up the stairs until i reached my bedroom i layed down on the bed sobbing then nick came in sighing and he got in bed putting his arms around me
" leave me alone " i cried
" what made you feel this way ? " he asked
" you did nick and everyone else nobody cares for me or love me it been like this for years " i cried
" layla " he said wrapping his arms around me
" leave me be im sleeping alone tonight " i sniffled moving over
" i loved you nick i really did " i said closing my eyes
Third person pov
Everything layla said hurted nick truly he was also crying from her words and he truly loved her , what she havent knew was that nick was on drugs from being with alycia and thats why so much went down he didnt wanna hurt his family at all .
