kang seulgi's chatbox part 3 [random]

When I'm With You

Seulgi's POV

It's been a week since the incident. Irene still hasn't woken up. Ilang araw na din since yung last na matinong kain at tulog ko. Lagi lang akong nasa tabi ni Irene, binabantayan siya habang nakatitig sa walang malay niyang mukha. Kinakabahan na ako nang sobra, hindi ko ma-imagine na mawala si Irene. No, that won't happen. I still believe na gigising siya, I know how strong she is.

Madilim na at nandito pa din ako sa hospital at binabantayan ang asawa ko. Tiningnan ko uli ang kanyang maamong mukha. Siya pa din ang pinaka-magandang babae sa akin. I love her so much that it kills me how much. Napa-buntong hininga na lang ako at hinalikan ang noo ng asawa ko at bumalik na sa upuan katabi si Irene.

Medyo inaantok na din ako. Pero hindi pwede, kailangan kong bantayan si Irene. Baka magising na si Irene kapag tulog ako. So I just decided na wag na lang muna uli matulog at bantayan lang si Irene. I know na Irene would probably scold me for not resting and eating enough. Ang payat ko na lalo pa kong pumayat.

I'm more worried kay Irene. She always comes first for me. For God's sake she's my wife and I love her and I care so much about her. I'm hoping and praying na gumising na sya sa mga oras na 'to. My tears are starting to fall down on my cheeks na and then that's it, I cried again. Every night I'm like this and kakausapin si Irene as if na naririnig niya talaga ako but I don't care. I miss her so damn much.

"Please, Irene, my love.. stay alive for me and Aphrodite. We miss you so, so much."

Yumuko na lang ako nagpa-tuloy sa kaka-iyak. Para na akong bata na umiiyak dito, nagmamakaawa kay Irene na gumising na siya.

"S-seu.." Biglang gumising ang diwa ko nang may marinig akong nanghihina na boses. W-wait.. is this it?

"Irene?" Tumingin ako sa asawa ko at nakita kong sinusubukan niya galawin ang daliri niya habang naka-pikit pa din ang mata.

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a/n: hi guysss it's been a while hahaha and yes i know it's frustrating na antagal kong mawala bago mag-update. but uhm let me tell you guys that i was actually having a hard time na magsulat na uli. idk guys, i used to be enthusiastic about writing and readinh ffs but all of a sudden nawala na. yeah, it's saddening. matagal ko na palang sinulat 'tong chapter na 'to but i think nakalimutan ko syang i-publish. i'm really sorry to all of you guys na nagbasa/nagbabasa nito for waiting. i'll do my best to finish this epistolary as soon as possible, matagal na rin kasi 'to so might as well end it na in a good way. i luv u guys and thank you so muuuch!! even though i'm not really that good of an author lol but still, i wanna thank you all.