dear diary,
everything messed up. nothing is going right. i have nothing left. i have no one.
i regretted the day that i pretended to be strong, i regretted that i didn't tell hanbin about the truth.
but it was all too late now.
i broke up with him.
i saw him on instagram posting pictures of him with his new girlfriend.
his friends laughed at me, they told me that hanbin trusted them way more than he trusted me.
i tried to stood up for myself, i fought them back.
but they were too strong, they fought back,
and at the end, i lost.
