One word. But somehow people got it twisted? You gotta be kidding me. It's taken me so long to try to trust someone. I've been trapped in my old ways of closing myself off because people really don't know how to tell the truth. Or just be honest.
I'm here smoking my cigarettes away, letting myself drown in this type of depression. No one has ever been able to help me trust them. I keep myself at a distance and they ask why. And at the end of it, they'll be the same ones who start talking behind your back and acting like they're you're number one.
Truth is, there's no such thing as "number ones". Just the ones that stand out from the rest.
Can't wait to find that one(s). The ones I can trust.
It's gonna take me time. But if you're worth it, I'm all fucking for it.
