i hate this
i hate that i woke up to your arms around me for two days
and now all of the sudden that you're not with me
i'm.. lost..?
longing your hold
and now i have to get back into the habit of being alone
longing your little good morning kisses
your eyes looking into mine so fucking deeply
your hands wrapping mine in the late night.
i could barely sleep
i kept tossing and turning, which is normal, but it's worse than before
i just wanted your arms around me
i miss you
and it's only been 18 hours
but i'm so happy
that now i know
that i truly love you. and everything there is to you
this new level of intimacy that i never really expected.
tangled into each other in the morning
i'm longing for it, yet again..
