~I'm fine, I promise~

I'm Happy I Swear

I say I'm happy...
I say I'm fine...
I only say that because everyone expects me to be perfect and happy...
What if I'm not...?
Is it okay for me to be suffering...?
What if they all hate me for being hurt?
Will I ever be okay again?
What if everyone leaves once they figure it all out?
I can't show them that side of me
I know they'll all hate me if they know
For now...
I'll smile, and act like the person they expect me to be.
That will make them happy...
Right...?