Having love /Tomary

Lilly

Lilly's POV
Where is Hadrian I swear I put him to sleep I, swear I put him in his crib right next to his brother. I only went out for a bit. I only went to go get a story so I can read them to sleep. I only went to get a snack for myself. I only left for five minutes.

"Hadrian...oh Hadrian where are you?"

I check everywhere the cupboards underneath the pillows where the toys are in the bathroom in our bedroom he was nowhere to be found but I felt in my gut that something happened to him something cynical.

James Walks in with a smile on his face walking past me like I wasn't there like I don't exist anymore and straight to Alex ignoring me he picked him up and then walked straight past me again "James darling" I say walking behind him we are in the corridor on top of the stairs he walked like Alex was the only thing that mattered to him like he obsessed with Alex The only question came through my mind was why he's not doing anything about Hadrian "James" he didn't answer something wasn't right he's been acting differently since I gave birth like i wasn't of use to him anymore he didn't answer I had a feeling he wouldn't but I still tried tried to get through to my husband "James potter answer me right now!"
He stopped in the living room and put Alex down on the floor next to all his toys then slowly tuned to me with Alex distracted. "Where is Hadrian?"I look expectably at him wondering if he new "who" he said in a cheerful happy voice but yet confused well trying to sound confused I stand in shock "what do you mean who I'm talking about our little boy" he laughed but not his usual laugh it's like something or someone took over him "Lilly darling he's right here" picking up Alex Who is whingeing about being picked up and not having his toys "I know that James but where is Hadrian where's our other little boy" he paused for a second like he thinking then his smile dropped "we don't have another boy Lilly we only have Alex" he sounded inpatient and angry he sounded annoyed like he was trying to convince me he put Alex down again Alex being happy that he gets his toys again not paying attention to his mum and dad. James slowly walked up to me with no emotion in he's face he looked insane at that moment I knew this wasn't the James I knew I step back scared trying to get away from this stranger then I bump into something Is didn't  feel like a wall it felt soft and had fabric on it I turn around slowly scared of what I find

and see...

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