You know I'm getting used to it
Fighting with my mom and grandmother
I don't want to be like them
But I keep fighting with them
None of the women in my family get along
Im only adding to that
I want to be different
I want to be there for everyone
I don't want to add to the arguments
But that's all I seem to be doing
Im giving up
If I say sorry
They won't forgive
If I admit my mistakes
They'll only mock me
If I say one wrong thing
They won't let it go
I have to be constantly on guard here
That's why I'm always fighting with my depression and anxiety here
Because I have to be strong and fight constantly
It's tiring
And it makes me sad all the time
Im having to fake my feelings all the time
And I can't talk about them with anyone
Because they like to argue with me
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PoetryJust some Poems about how I feel and what's going on in my life!!! Please read it'd mean a lot!!!💕💕💕
