You forgot (jungkookxbts)

Chapter 17

Jungkooks pov

I'm lost.

No seriously... I'm lost. I'm in a maze inside my head I found when walking in my headspace.

I'm drifting further and further away from reality.

I can feel my body getting colder.

I can feel my head getting lighter as I can almost fly in here.

Hyung? Can you hear me??

Hyung?... Can you see me?

Hyung?.... are you there?

Hyung....are you there?

Hyung?!....can you feel me?

Hyung...I'm here?

Hyung!?...are you!?

Hyungs.... are you all there?

Or not?

AHHH!!

Snap out of it, jungkook!! You're fine!!

No you're not

You are

Not

I'm not.

We're not.

So, why care to fight the monsters under your skin?

There's no human being that loves you.

So, why care to fight with the will to live?

You have nothing to lose and you can just...

Sleep...

Trust me.

I want to.

But I promised my hyungs something important.

And I'm not going to break it.

My hyungs promised each other that I'm going to be alright.

And I'm going to be alright.

My hyungs wished for me to be alive..

And that's the only wish I can grant.

So I am.

I'm sorry but, I don't wanna fall asleep...

Yet.

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Guys, this is a short chapter because I'm working on another book which is a hyungwonho mpreg, crossdressing book so.

I have to work with that, then work with pain is love and then I'm going to work on the little one book and then I have to go to school because we're almost done and I'm going over to high school and then we're going to travel to Turkey...

So yeah... this was a lot more than I expected...damn.

But eat well, sleep well and take care my potaetoes.

I luuuuvv uuuuu💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜