Obsession

name mixups and ear whispering

•Blake•

hey there. this may seem like the most non 21st century thing to do but here I am, sending you a letter I wrote. I don't know how to explain what I feel other than using the word love. I love you? I'm asking because it seems weird to me. can I really experience love at my age?

anyways, I'm not writing this letter to get all psychological on you but I just wanted to tell you how I felt about you. you and I rarely talk. all I do is stare at you long and hard and wish you'd notice me. well I'm hoping that after you read this, you would give us a chance?

meet me by the field balcony after school. or if you can't, just send me a letter back saying you can't. I don't really know. I just want to at least see you and talk everything out.

p. s: I printed this letter out because I wanted to keep the mystery thing going. but I'm sure you'll probably know who it is, XD.

sincerely,
     L. H.  

I don't know how many times I read this letter but I can't help myself. This is surreal. After all these months, I'm finally going to get the girl of my dreams.

Somebody pinch me.

I mean, she's been on my mind ever since she joined the school five months ago. We're almost on our summer break, and now I have to take the opportunity I have to get with her. She's the hottest girl I've ever seen. I mean, big boobs that could get any living male stirred up, and don't let me get started about her back cheeks; they are amazingly big and they look soft.

I sound perverted but I'm a guy. What do you expect?

I don't only like those features though. Her long, brown hair is so silky that when she walks, it bounces on her shoulder. She also has eye bags, but they are the cutest eye bags I've ever seen, if that makes any sense. They just suit her olive skinned face so perfectly. Her lips look so soft and plump and don't get me started on her eyes. All these thoughts about her make me sigh.

Liliana Hernandez.

Today, I finally get the courage to speak to her. Knowing that she likes me back is a huge confidence booster and I can't wait to show her how awesome I am.

Uh, I mean, how awesome she is?

Whatever, I'm not good at this kind of things. I'm heading over to my table at the cafeteria because it's lunch time until I hit something.

Or is it someone?

I look down and see that it's definitely someone. It's a girl, why is she so short? I mean, I literally didn't see her when I was walking.

Yeah, it may look like I'm exaggerating, but remember that really tall guy from that Netflix movie, 'The Kissing Booth'? I'm taller than him.

She's hurriedly packing her books before she stands up to take a good look at who she bumped into. The expression on her face almost looked like she expected me to help her?

I scoff. No one asked not to look at where she was going. I take a proper look at her and discover that she's Lacy. Or was it Lucy?

All I know is, she's so freaking weird and her looks give me the creeps. I'm not planning on seeing her again anytime soon.

"So?" She says. It takes everything in me not to just walk away from her. She's annoying me already.

"So, what?" I put up a bored expression on handsome face.

"You bumped into me. You're supposed to apologize now." She says and I almost gasp. Isn't this the girl who everyone says is too shy to talk? What gave her the balls to talk to me, one of Minewood's labeled 'popular boys' in such a rude manner?

I lean into her and whisper in her ear. "In your dreams, honey." Her breath hitches and I realize we are the only ones in the hallway. Everyone has gone for lunch.

Why the hell am I still here?

I walk away and when I don't hear her walking behind me, I turn around to find out that she's just standing there, rubbing her ears.

Awkward.

Getting to my table, I slam my right palm on the hard wood table to get my friends' attention. They all look at me except Trent who is busy sucking faces with his girlfriend, Jupiter.

Gross. I don't even bother calling him because once he's in spitland, he never comes back sane.

I roll my eyes, mostly in jealousy than in annoyance. Why don't I have a girlfriend anyways?

"So, I have news for you guys!"

Michael, who has blonde hair with black streaks in it, rolls his eyes and goes back to what he was saying with red headed Dwayne.

My last friend, Randy, on the other hand looks eager to hear what I have to say. "Spill the tea sis."

I cringe. That's really weird. Randy's always been known as the weirdo of the group and he likes it that way.

"Well, there's no tea here to spill but I'm asking Liliana out today."

This got their attention and I smile, then proceed to tell them all about the letter.

Lilly finally likes me!

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oh Blake, if only you knew lmao

I'm sorry if this chapter is horrible, I've been under so much stress lately ugh.

remember, Blake is a boy, so his point of view should be slightly different from that of Lucy's. so I tried my best.

hope you liked it! ❤
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