This chapter is a little long, but I think you guys will like it 😊
Previously:
"Will it be possible, that she hates me because someone hurt her in a way that not even the most beautiful flower in this world should be hurt? I wonder is she was raped?" Can didn't noted he was thinking out loud untill he saw her face in front of him. Her face was pale and her eyes got watery.
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Sanem looked in to Can's eyes with tears all over her cheeks. I'm so sorry Sanem, please forgive me. Please." Can begged. "The only thing I ask is that you never say that again, specially out loud. Do you understand?" Sanem was upset but in a way relief. "Sanem, you can talk to me, I promise I will never hurt you" "yeah right! That's what I was told, and he destroyed me. I don't have a life because of that, but I don't want to talk about it." Can was in shock, he was right, his face went from shock to furious. Sanem noticed this and said "Look Can, I just met you and for some reason I feel peace when I'm with you, I will tell you but at least not now, let me enjoy my party and we can talk another day." Can decided to give Sanem her privacy, but before he left he said "Sanem, is it ok ..... if we meet up tomorrow?" Can asked cautiously. Sanem looked at him in the eyes and saw a light in them. She has never seen this light in a man besides her dad, and that light brought her peace. "Tomorrow at the rocks by the sea, at 10 am." "I'll be there. Oh, and Sanem, here is my number. If you need anything please call me; it doesn't matter the time, just call me." Can, said. Can said bye to everyone and everyone thank him again for everything he did for her.
Sanem:
How did he find out? How did he figure it out? How was he able to find out? How? How? How? No one knows, no one knows if been keeping this secret for a little over a year. How did he? Sanem was going wild in her mind, she couldn't understand how he found out? Sanem was not able to sleep all she did was look at the clock and think how? 10, 11, 11:30, 12,12:30,1 and nothing, she just couldn't sleep. So, she decided she needed to talk to Can NOW, not tomorrow but now, so she called him. Right before she presses the button dial, she hesitated because of the time, but then she remember he told her that it doesn't matter the time if she needed him she can call him at any time, so she press dial.
CAN:
Can got home, took a shower, change in to his PJ's, but the entire time he was thinking how can someone hurt such a beautiful flower? How can someone do that to such a beautiful human being? How? How? How? But he didn't have much of a choice to wait till tomorrow at 10 am to find out what really happen. He was laying on his bed, thinking when his phone rang. It was an unknown number and he noticed the time, he knew no one was going to call him at this time unless it was an emergency. He answers and said "hello?" With a little suspicious voice.
"Can?" Sanem said. "Sanem? Can said with an alert voice "Is everything ok?" "Yes, yes, everything is fine. Wait, did I wake you up? I'm so sorry! I'm an idiot I'm so sorry...." Can interrupted her, "first, please don't ever say you're an idiot, because you're not. Second, no you didn't wake me up and third I told you can call me at any time. So please don't worry, just tell me what's going on." He heard Sanem take a deep breath with relief. "Can, I was wondering if we can we meet up now instead of tomorrow at 10am?" "Yes, that's fine. Do you want me to pick you up, or meet over there?" "Let's meet up, I'll be there in 10 min." she replied " ok, I'll be there in about 15, ok." They hung up, got on their feet change fast and Sanem went out her window, and Can ran to his pick-up and drive off.
When he got there Sanem was already there waiting for him, sitting down on the rocks, he approaches to her and said "Hi" while he was sitting down. "Hi" Sanem responded with a smile on her face. "Can, I am so sorry that I asked you to meet up at this time, but I thought it would of been better to do it now, instead of later with buses and cars and people walking through here" "it's ok Sanem, and I agreed" Sanem took a deep breath and asked " how did you found out?" Can felt a little anger in him, because this confirms his hypothesis. But he took a deep breath and said "I noticed you were different with me, vs all the men you know. And yes, obviously when we meet someone, we are cautious and everything, but your attitude was different. It wasn't the fact that I'm a stranger, is more of a scare feeling vs a stranger feeling. When I meet someone, I study them, I like to know them by how they are around me and other people and so I saw you were different. That's all"
Sanem looked at him, and tears where coming down, can picked up his hand cautiously and wiped them off. She closed her eyes and felt relief. His been the only man, well besides her dad who has touch her face since that night. He noticed she was ok, but he didn't want to scare her and so he cleaned her face a little fast and took his hands of her face. Sanem open her eyes, Can saw sadness and happiness in them. "Do you want to tell me what happen?" "Can, I want to, but I'm afraid. I've kept this secret for over a year, and I'm afraid." "Over a year?" Can thought to himself, wow it happen before we met, maybe that's why she walked away. Allah, por flower of mine, can thought. "Don't be afraid, Sanem. Please don't be." Can asked her. "Ok, Can I don't know why I am telling you all of this, but for some reason you bring me some kind of peace, this scares me a lot but I feel I can trust you." Can smiled. Sanem took a deep breath and said "A little over a year ago, to be honest a year and a month ago..." took a small paused but continue.
"I was at work, and I was going to be working late, I called my mother I was going to be coming home late. And so, I stayed till about 10 pm working. I thought I was the only one at the office, but I noticed I wasn't. My boss came in my office and noticed I was working. He asked me if I wanted a cup of Çay I said yes, so he went and grabbed two Çays and brought them to my office. That was the last time I drank Çay." Sanem started to cry. Can did the same thing he did earlier clear up her tears and told her to breath. Sanme looked at him with hope, Can's heart was beating a million miles an hour for those beautiful eyes, but at the same time, he knew the worst was coming. Sanem took a deep breath and continue "He stayed in my office, I told him I was ok, that I was almost done, he said he was going to wait for me so I wouldn't be alone. I needed to get up to get a file that was in front of my desk. What I man is that the file cabinet was in front of my desk and I needed to get to it" "It's ok Sanem I know what you mean" "Ok, so I got up to look for it, I open the drawer and I felt his hands on my waist" Sanem started to cry without control her tears. Can was furious inside, but he kept calm and told her to take a deep breath and "Sanem, we can stop. Please this is too much for you." "No, Can I started I will finish, it's over a year I can't do it any more" "OK, Sanem but slow please, just slow"
"Tamam" She took another deep breath and continue "I froze when I felt him, he was so close to me I could feel his member right above my but, I was so disgusted and I still feel disgusted, he pushed me towards the shelf that it closed the drawer I was looking in to. He tried to kiss me, touch me, all I was able to do was cry and cream, I tried to get out of him, but he was stronger than me. When I noted he had me defat it I started to see how I was going to be able to get out of his arms. I saw my soccer trofie right my the reach of my hands, He wasn't paying attention because I kind of started to give in just so I can reach the trofie without him noticing, I let him kiss my left side of my neck and I out my hand on his neck just to press it down to keep his eyesight down I grabbed the trofie, and I brought my left arm up so I can grabbed it good. Once I had both arms up, I turn round allowing him to kiss me, I needed to do everything fast just so he would realize anything, and so I let him kiss me, I grabbed the trofie with my right hand and my left hand was pressing on his head, just to keep him entertained. I hit him in the head as hard as I could, he fell to the ground and I ran away. Never went back, and I told my parents I quit.
About a week later, cops came to my house asking me things and I told them everything that happen, including the camera that was in my office. The owner put cameras all over the place including our offices. But he was new and I guess he never knew about the cameras, because one I told the cops about it, he got arrested. My parents and everyone were wondering what was happening, I told them that my boss got in trouble and they were interviewing me to see what I knew about him,
Once she was done, she broke down crying, and she was in shock for what happen. Can was upset because of what happen to her but was please to know that his hypothesis was wrong. Can was sitting at Sanem's left side, reach out his arm and dragged her to his right, both showers were toughing, and he hugged her. He told her that everything was going to be ok, and that he was very proud of her. She looked at him and was so pleased that he didn't judge her, and she felt very self-confident, she couldn't understand why he brought so much peace to her, understanding, and best of all a feeling that she had no idea where it was coming from, that she moved from him, and then leaned forward to his face and she kissed him on the lips.
To be continued ....
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