Recurring feelings

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You know with all the feelings I've had you would think I have known love.

I've had days where I only feel angry, or where I'm only sad, but love always seems to allude me.

Such a strong feeling should be able to show its self freely, if even from a small hug.

I've never felt the warmth of another's arms, always getting caught up in the anger of them touching my skin.

Love is such a broad emotion, why have I never felt it's reaches?

Some days I'll sit by myself and wonder what I'm doing wrong.

Am I too simple of a being to notice admiration?

Am I too distrustful for people to allow me to feel their love?

Maybe I'm the problem, maybe I've pushed everyone to far away to feel the bonds of love.

Yeah I think that might be it, but I know I'll find a different reason tomorrow.

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