Ephemeral || Hwang Hyunjin

XXVII

June.2nd, 2018

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3:20 am

Hyunjin
Ayo

Been a hot minute.

By that I mean it's been a while, anyways that's besides the point. I've been okay. Kinda like always.

I mean you would expect that right?

Even though you hated that. You hated the "small short conversations." The dry conversations. I'm really sorry for being dry at the end of "us." Knowing you, I know it probably made you overthink. I didn't mean for that to happen. Well now I don't.

ANYWAYS, I'm rambling again, but then again, when am I NOT rambling? Am I right? Or am I right?

I'll shut up now.

Actually no.

Homeboy needs to vent a bit. So I don't know what to do, I'm leaning towards going to dance for college, because it's been my dream since I was like 15, and I didn't practice all day everyday to not have this opportunity.

It's just like, how do I tell my parents? I mean, I feel like me and them aren't even close anymore. Even though we live in the same house? Can you relate in any way? Because I need help with that.

ALSO, to make shit worse, remember that dance competition I signed up for? With Minho and Felix?

WELL LET ME TELL YOU.

The song is a breakup song, as if that doesn't help me in any way. I hate to admit it, but it reminds me of you. The lyrics and all, but we get to perform in soon, like a few days I think? Kinda forgot. The song is by 5SOS btw.

Remember your phase with them? How you'd blast their songs when I drove you places? Good times.

I wonder if you still listen to them.

Also Doyeon and I have been talking more. She's very flirty, which usually is my type, but now it's not? Or not as much, but she's nice. For the most part.

Maybe I'll give her a shot.

I just hate that she's not yo|

I just hate that sh|

I just hate t|

I jus|

I'll see.

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AYE HOME GIRL IS BACK. & she's not dead.

So if you weren't aware, my story disappeared & then came back ? Not sure how or what happened, but I was emo for a good hour. BUT ITS BACK SO WOOOHOO.

Also, I've been inactive, & i know I always say sorry, but I mean it:(

I'm gonna try to update more, seeing as I have like the next 4 chapters planned out, so hopefully it'll work out:)

ANNDDDD, I have my next 2 book ideas.

1. Being a part 2 to ephemeral, except everything is in Mira's POV

2. An angsty summer fling story with another stray kids member

LET ME KNOW WHO YOU'D WANNA SEE THE BOOK ABOUT, I'm kinda leaning towards Jisung but idkdkdk.

Anyways, thank you guys for all the support & voting in the last chapter <33