hahanaki

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Michael

I have had hahanaki for over a year now the whole group knows besides jeremy of course I love him

Him and Christine broke up after christine found out about my disease I felt bad that im the reason they broke up she said she lost feelings

Heere i am throwing up in a school toilet thorns and all over a stupid 7 year long crush

I wipe my mouth and wash my hands walking back to lunch like nothing happened

"Are you ok micha" jeremy asks worry in his tone

"Yeah"

"Please tell me whats wrong if not now can I atleast come over later"

"Yeah you can catch a ride with me to my house"

"Thanks Mikey"

~time skip~

"Michael if you don't tell me whats going on im not gonna perticeipate in apocoplyse of the damned"

I whine and pull on jeremys arm he just stays seated on my bed

"STUPID TALL PEOPLE PWEEEASSSEEEEE"

"Nope i gotta know what's going on"

I huff and plop beside him

"Now are you ready to tell me whats going on"

i shake my head tears brimming my eyes he sees this and pulls me in for a hug

"Awww Mikey im sure what ever it is i won't hate you for it i will never hate you"

"Y-yes you will for hiding this from you the whole group knows"

"Im not even mad at that fact micha I know we are like two puzzle peices and you wanted to protect me from this you leave at random times and im worried you've been clean for 2 years its ok if you started again i will help you through it or if you developed bulimia again i promise I'm not going anywhere"

I feel my cheeka flush he really cares about me god i love this boy so much suddenly I feel the familiar burning approach

I cough trying not to throw up its no use I clasp my hand over my mouth

"Michael!" Jeremy says standing up in concern

I run into the bathroom closing the door forgetting to lock it i i stumble over the toilet and start throwing up

God Jeremy can you stop being adorable for one second

"Ohmy god Michael!" Jeremy says watching in me and horror

I throw up some thorns in sight of him after throwing up a full flower I stumble backwards and jeremy catches me

I start coughing up petals from his touch from his touch

"Who do like" he says tears brimming his eyes

I just shake my head and bury my head in his chest

"Please mike you could die from this!"

"Ive had this for a year I'm not dying anytime soon if I coukd pull through for this long"

"No you can't keep that mind set on until its to late"

God his stubborness is cute as fuck

"Micha! Please I can't live without you!"

"God i hate having a crush on you" i whisper into his hoodie

"What!?"

I shoot my head up

"Waiwaitwaitdidyouhearthatshitsorry-"

"No its ok" he says lifting my chin

His lips lock mine like a key and lock meets takes a little bit then pulls away

I have strength again

539 words

Thanks for reading! I actually like something ive written for once dissapointed in my ending though I feel like its unoriginal oh well though
              Sincerely me with a coma after sincerely😁💄🐾

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