Hello Everyone, if you've previously read this book, it's a complete rewrite of the original and I've changed the main character's name as well as added and taken away some characters. There for it is technically a whole new book so please start from the beginning :) otherwise, if you are new then welcome! Hope you enjoy it.
*WARNING This book contains descriptions and mentions of drug abuse, depression, and other sensitive topics.*
Playlist
Out Of Love - Alessia Cara
"When did you fall outta love, outta love..with me."She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5
"Beauty queen of only 18 she had some trouble with herself."Who Knew - P!NK
"And time makes it harder. I wish I could remember. But I keep your memory. You visit me in my sleep."Black - GDragon ft. Sky Ferreira
"Someday when it all goes black. I might want it all back, but I know I can't go back to you."Ayala - XXXTENTACION
"And you were the first love, ah. Oh, it hurts, I can't forget."Piece Of Mind - Kehlani
"Least I learned a thing or two about me and you. What we went through it made me who I am, I am, I am. I can feel again. I won't be numb."I Slept With Someone in Fall Out Boy and All I Got Was This Stupid Song Written About Me - Fall Out Boy
"I found the cure to growing older
And you're the only place that feels like, home
Just so you know, you'll never know
Some secrets were meant to be told,
But I found the cure to growing older."So High - Doja Cat
"I could get real used to you, blow, weed, X
And we sippin' on that juicy juice
That's just what she chose to do, uh
Man, this shit these drugs will do to youMiss Independent - Neyo
"Hey, I can't figure it out
There's something about her
'Cause she walk like a boss. Talk like a boss.
Manicure nails just sent the pedicure off
She's fly effortlessly."Gonna Bleach My Eyebrows - Alemeda
"I'm a new bitch with a new style. Got a new car and a new house and ima dye my hair. And I finally feel alive now and I'm gonna bleach my eyebrows. And now I just, don't care."My Everything - Ariana Grande
"I've cried enough tears to see my own reflection in them. And then it was clear, I can't deny, I really miss him."
"Pain is just a consequence of love. I'm saying sorry for the sake of us."
"But now that he's gone my heart is missin something. You are my everything."1000 Blunts - $uicideboy$
"Yo, light that cigarette, I'm trippin'
Ash it on my bitches
Taking my dose, I never skip it."Love Is A Bitch - Momentum
"I promised, I promised myself not to slip back into old habit. Cause heartbreak is savvy and love is a bitch."Phases - Prettymuch
"I'll practice my patience while you're getting wasted. Till fate brings you home. I'll wait through your phases.
You'll shuffle through phases like songs in your playlist. Till fate brings you home. I'll wait through your phases."
"Talkin more than clothes hitting floors. I'm falling off track, but not the rack like a chore. Oh look another butterfly, feel it in my core.
Even though you ain't mine, it's the fact that I'm yours. It's the fact my life ain't complete without yours."

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