― was perfection supposed to be like this?
all the good comments he had gained
just felt like shame.― the boy bit his lip and slammed his
fist down onto the wooden table,
forcing the tears to get inside, but all that amount
of pressure had been a coping mechanism
for too long. so he gave in, and fell
down into his sheets.― the plethora of shame.
the feeling of hearing all the words his
"role model" shouted into his face, he felt exposed
to every depth of his flesh.― "fuck... am i THAT ugly?"
― he was too scared to turn into the mirror.
― the sight of his freckles... the
young man wanted to rip them off.
the constellations he had always
adored weren't that beautiful anymore
to him.― beauty is pain. he wished perfection
was never there.― now, everyday was a nightmare.
he didn't have enough motivation
to wake up and leave his bed, knowing
the people he met everyday never
adored him.― but he didn't even adore him?
so who was the one to blame?― felix felt his soul wither and break down
like glass, the shreds cutting off his heart.― jaegeun was now a shadow he could not escape.
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━ SHADOW | l. felix ✔️
Fanfiction❝ the prettiest clothing couldn't fix the ugly hole in his heart. ❞ ▸ a story in which felix meets a perfect version of the man he wants to be. ▸ sadly, perfection isn't always happiness. --- stray kids series ©️ shadow // lee...