― was perfection supposed to be like this?
all the good comments he had gained
just felt like shame.
― the boy bit his lip and slammed his
fist down onto the wooden table,
forcing the tears to get inside, but all that amount
of pressure had been a coping mechanism
for too long. so he gave in, and fell
down into his sheets.
― the plethora of shame.
the feeling of hearing all the words his
"role model" shouted into his face, he felt exposed
to every depth of his flesh.
― "fuck... am i THAT ugly?"
― he was too scared to turn into the mirror.
― the sight of his freckles... the
young man wanted to rip them off.
the constellations he had always
adored weren't that beautiful anymore
to him.
― beauty is pain. he wished perfection
was never there.
― now, everyday was a nightmare.
he didn't have enough motivation
to wake up and leave his bed, knowing
the people he met everyday never
adored him.
― but he didn't even adore him?
so who was the one to blame?
― felix felt his soul wither and break down
like glass, the shreds cutting off his heart.
― jaegeun was now a shadow he could not escape.
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━ SHADOW | l. felix ✔️
Fanfiction❝ the prettiest clothing couldn't fix the ugly hole in his heart. ❞ ▸ a story in which felix meets a perfect version of the man he wants to be. ▸ sadly, perfection isn't always happiness. --- stray kids series ©️ shadow // lee...
