― creation gave him a pair of child-like wonder fluttery eyes, with depths of sparkles so astonishing no beauty in the world could fight, the stars kneel down at their presence.
― creation gave him a beautiful shaped nose, cute and quirky.
― creation gave him the freckles that look like indeed constellations, the sparkliest ones in the entire universe.
― creation gave him a defined-shaped body, a healthy body that doesn't need to be so forcely muscular to be considered perfect.
― creation gave us life.
― unfortunately, it forgot one thing: self-love.
― not everyone has it from the start, some do, some don't,
― but it's time for us to have it ourselves. because you were born for a reason. deterministically, you are the reason of something. every piece of you is what creation had formed the universe and planted in your soul.
― and people don't need a perfect standard to be, because we can never, ever be as perfect as how those photos want us to be.
― we also can't control fate.
― but as long as we are satisfied and live happily, whatever comes is a breath of spring wind, fragile and soft, not being able to break down the stable soul inside us.
―felix eyed himself down, from head to toe, and gave the mirror an honest, bright smile. a smile that was missing in action for so long. finally, he had learnt...
― that we can never be "good enough", and that is okay.
the end.
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this story sucked didn't it like it's so stereotypical like any other self-love books but i'm glad you guys have reached this far lmao
i, as a person who intensely struggles with self love, want to motivate you guys to love whoever you are. because yeah i said everything KSJSJSJJS
also, i hope felix knows HOW THE FUCK IS HE SO BEAUTIFUL LIKE BABY BOY WHAT THE FUCK GIVE ME SOME OF THAT AMAZINGNESSNSJSJ
also jaegeun here was representing social media, that's why he plastered unrealistic pics on felix' walls, those tumblr conmmunities like #pronana whatever the fuck and set unrealistic goals on felix and forced him to exercise so brutally
also, at first, jaegeun was feeling pity for felix bc of seeing him being kicked out by his dad, but after being asked by felix to train him, he became toxic. it represents social media, it has its good sides and bad sides. good sides are those motivational posts and communities, and the bad sides are those communities on tumblr that support anorexia, bulimia, etc. so what i'm saying is that, the choice is yours, and we should be careful to choose which communities that help us improve, not weaken ourselves down.