Screaming Into The Void

Running from my past

"It was a race I knew that I would never win. But a part of me hoped that maybe I could. Someday."

I'm running and I can't stop.

Every time I think I have outrun him he finds a way to pop back into the race.

Why can't I get rid of him?

Why can't he go away?

It seems no matter how many times I try to bury him he keeps popping back up.

I know he's apart of me but I just want him to be gone.

Memories that I speak to only in my head.

Not a chanting siren that everyone listens to instead.

He doesn't define me, he never did.

But he did shape my fears,

Triggers emotions that enrage me or brings me to tears.

But in the end I trip and he's already there standing in front of me

And maybe it was never a race to begin with.

Because he would always be one step ahead of me.

"I know without my past and all of the things I have faced I wouldn't be the person I am today. But I hate when people have to remind me of it. Don't they know my past haunts my mind everyday?"

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