A.M Thoughts

Agony

You will search for me in every woman you'll meet.
You will search fiercely for the spark that ignited every time our lips connected.
Your mind will raise goosebumps on your arms at the thought of my fingertips.
And
Then
You'll curl in your bed and mourn my absence as though I have departed.
And
Then
Just when you think you've truly healed, You'll crumble again. You'll miss me so much that you'll gnaw at your arms because you can still feel me in your veins. You'll be broken even further when you see me happier on my own. It will drive you to unspeakable madness.
And
Then
Maybe if you wouldn't have wilted by then you'll be able to tell the tale of how much of a coward you once were.

~Fezi Chamane