Maid For Rammstein *complete*

[part 16] leaving

Jess's POV

we're home from the trip, it was kinda hard to have fun after what happened when we first got there. it's hard to forget what that lady did to me, i never felt pain like that. i thought Till broke up with his wife when we first met, that's why it took me by surprise when i found out he didn't break up with her (well now he's breaking up with her), it hurts me little that Till didn't me him and his wife were still together. i help Paul put his stuff away then put away my stuff, i haven't said a word to Till, i'm still mad at him and he knows it. i think Paul knows that i'm sad/mad, he takes me out to the cafe we met at, it feels so long ago. we talk for bit, i think i'm starting to fall for Paul but i don't want to make things too awkward between me and Till, god i don't know what to do, my feelings are off today. the cafe is starting to close up so we head back home. i go down to the music room were i find Oliver playing his bass, i sit down next to him "i've been trying to learn how to play for awhile" i tell him "really? well then let me hear you play" he says and hands me his bass. i get nervous but i take it, i start playing "you're good but you could use some tips" he tells me some tips that are really useful, i try playing again and this time i do much better "you could start your own band" he jokes but i think about it for a bit, i shrug it off and head to bed.

the next morning i wake up to a phone call from an unknown number, i hesitate to pick up but i do "Hello? is this Jess?" i hear a mans voice ask "yes. who is this?" i ask "i'm friends with Oliver" he tells me, the man asks me if i want to start a band with him and that he's been looking for a bass player for a while, i told him i would think about it. i don't have work today so i go out and take a self defense class, it was hard at first but i got the hang of it after awhile. when i get home i lay on the couch and watch TV, Till  sits in the chair next to me "i'm sorry" he sounds really sad, i say noting and act like he's not there "just talk to me, please" he starts to get a little angry "you hurt me, Till" i tell him and get up and walk to my room "I SOULD HAVE NEVER SAVED YOU FROM MARK" he yells at me. i stop for a moment but i suck it up and keep walking to my room, Flake peeps out his room door "who the hell said that?" he asks but i just keep walking. i get in my room, i lock the door and fall to the floor, i cry my eyes out. why does this always happen, every time i think i found a man that truly loves me they turn out to be assholes. i hear Paul at the door, i don't answer and just act like i'm asleep. the next morning i call Vicky and tell her everything, she tells me to pack my bags and wait outside for her, i do just as she tells me. i tell the guys i'm quitting and moving out today, i can see the guilt on Till's face. everyone is sad that i'm leaving. 

A/N:

the next page is the ending page, i was getting a bit bored with doing another Till ending s0 i'm doing something different, i hope you guys like it and don't hate it Lol xoxo <3 <3