I Wouldn't Love You Enough // Harry Styles ✓ [wattys 2020]

37. Wouldn't change a thing

I know I haven't updated since SO long. But I'm sorry. I just was too busy with my college life now. (Yep. I graduated high school.) Anyways. There's going to be major time leaps for the last few chapters. Just FYI :)

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It had been seven months since we adopted Ella. It had been quite a difficult process. The foster home was very concerned about Ella getting good parents. She lived with Dr. Marie just to be safe in case she had any health problems and had to be rushed to the hospital; since both her foster parents usually worked.

It had taken Ella a bit of time to understand what was going on. But she grasped onto it quite well; she was indeed a smart girl.

She called me and Anna by our first names for a while because she just wasn't comfortable calling us mum and dad as we were still very unfamiliar to her.

But one day, she woke up late and came into the kitchen where Anna was making breakfast and she said, I quote, "mama, can I get some bananas?"

Anna had literally cried in my arms for an hour or two. And the same day she called me dada too. I might have shed a few years too. Not many. Just a few. Like, two or three. Huh.

Over the time Ella had been here, we took her to lots of places, while taking care of her health. We were very careful when it came to it. I had even taken her to a few of my concerts and introduced her to a few of my friends.

Since she had no godfather or godmother, and Niall volunteered to be her godfather (and was super eager about it), we let him. She had been hanging out a lot with him too. She said he was her favourite uncle because he got her a lot of chocolates. I told him not to spoil her. But in vain.

It had been two months since I released my second album. It was doing good all over the world. I was starting your next year. Nothing could be more perfect right now.

As I walk into the bedroom, I see Ella kissing Anna's 7 month old tummy. My heart melts at that. I still remember the day when Anna told me she was pregnant. She had thrown up too many times in the week. I was too scared to ask her if the cancer was back. But just a few days later she put her pregnancy test in my bag for me to see. But I unknowingly carried the bag to the studio. My friend there opened the bag and said "Harry, you need to see this."

I remember running out from the studio and zooming the car so fast. When I entered the house, Anna was dancing around the house. She literally screamed when I hugged her from behind. We both cried for like, 3 hours. Ella was very happy to have a younger sibling.

"Styles!" Anna calls out to me. "Did you get me a cucumber?"

"I did, love. That's what I went to the market for." I chuckle.

I carry the bag of cucumbers and a plate to the bed and cut it up for her. Ella too has some of those while we all enjoy each other's company.

"Dada, look, mama's tummy got so big!"

"I know!" I squeal too.

"Hey! Don't make fun of my tummy." Anna frowns.

"We're joking, mama!" Ella laughs. "You look really cute!"

"Yeah. Of course you do. You wear my jumpers all day long." I add in.

"They are comfy, Harry. Please don't complain. Or I'll get grumpy." She pouts.

We all have a good laugh and decide on going to sleep. You see, the thing is, there's a lot of things that go wrong on day to day basis. But those things are so small compared to the happy things going on in my life, that I can't help but ignore them.

Everything was just perfect right now. And I wouldn't change a thing.

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I know I've been gone for a long time. I've just been really busy with my college and coping up with a lot of stress and anxiety. But I made some time to write this chapter. I'll definitely write the next few chapters soon cause there are just 3 left. I'll do bonus chapters if I get time. But for now, this is it. As I said, there are going to be major time leaps.

Anyway

It's 11/10/2019. Harry released #lightsup. Omgausjsjnwjs it's so good guys.