Toothy's POV
After what I saw last night... I just ran home and cried all night. I've been crying so hard I was struggling to breathe, my face turned dark purple and red from loosing oxygen and the stress I put on my face. It morning now, and I finally stopped crying... my eyes are so big and sore that everything is a blur... my head is pounding so much it feels like it's being hit with a mallet... my throat is so sore it's practically swollen shut... but none of that can't even compare to how emotionally destroyed I am... it's clear that Cuddles was never meant to be mine, I just wish I knew that before I fell for him.. it was foolish of me to think I could tell him the truth.
As I sigh from my room to my kitchen dragging the blankets with me, getting several drinks of tap water. You'd be surprised how dehydrated someone can get by crying heavy tears all night, the water stopped my headache, but it doesn't make me feel any better. The I think about it, the more I think it's for the best, I do take pictures and stare at him after all... so maybe it isn't even love, I'm just obsessed with him and I don't even know how it started. All I know is I'm going to end it...
Cuddles' POV
I woke up this morning with Giggles gone, it's not like her to just leave me like that. Lately she never invites me in her home or even let me in, sometimes she can be cold to me. I have no idea why, I go out of my way for her everyday, I make sure I respect her space, I pay for her meals whenever we go on our dates. It's like Giggles is bored of me now and hurts me. Trying not to be hasty, I walk to her house so I can talk to her. Despite it still raining, I knock on the door and then it opens a little. Seeing that it hasn't been closed all the way I let myself in, only to see SO MANY pictures of framed paper Giggles with an angel like white fox with wings and some with blue eyes all over her walls and furniture.
You'd think I'd be upset, but... I just closed the door... can't say I can take it as a shock, but it really hurts me right. She was my cuddle buddy, and I don't just let anyone or cuddle with just anyone. I only cuddle with someone that I trust more than anything, just like Toothy. I remember Toothy, Giggles, and I snuggled together in Toothy's bedroom. It was really nice, I was in the middle with Giggles on my right side and Toothy to my left, they were the only two I felt the closest to. Now that I'm thinking about it, Toothy was fine until after that night, if I knew where he is I would ask.
For the rest day, Cuddles asked everyone in Happy Tree Friends City, even Truffles. Nobody has a clue, their only answer was that they usually see Toothy when Cuddles is around. Cuddles never stopped looking, showing a picture of Toothy to others new to Tree Friends City.
Cuddles' POV
I didn't want to give up, but everyone is in their homes because of the rain. I haven't even noticed the rain getting heavier throughout the day. It's late and night now and while I'm walking home, I thought I heard something from really far away, but I went home anyway. Completely soaked, I was about to dry myself but my special music box started playing. Without thinking I skip drying myself and go to the kitchen where I music box is to see a note on my kitchen counter that wasn't here this morning.
Dear Cuddles, for a long time I've been so unhappy. I wanted to tell you more than anything for so long... but, I can't... I'm going to my happy place in the river. And I'm sorry, but we can't hang out anymore. Just thinking of you has become too overwhelming and painful to bear. So, yeah... I have to stop being around you.

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Cuddles X Toothy
FanfictionToothy struggles hiding his sexuality. Especially from his good friend Cuddles. And although Toothy is more than comfortable in who he is, he would hate to overwhelm Cuddles if he knew his dear friend wants to be his lover; physically and romantical...