Take Control (Dean x Reader)

Part 2

"Hi sweetheart" he says. I'm frozen in place. "I came to say happy birthday, I know that it's past 12 but the thought counts, right?" he says. "What are you doing here?" "Oh, come on. Haven't you missed me?" "Don't answer a question with a question. I asked you what are you doing here?" I say doing my best to keep the tears in my eyes from falling. "I came to see you" he says and takes a step closer. He places his hand on my chin. I now realise how much I missed him. How much I missed his touch, his sent and his lips exploring every inch of my body "I missed you" he says and he comes closer.

His lips crashed mine within a few seconds. I kiss him back without any hesitation. I can feel that he is smiling in the kiss. He places his hands on my lower back. I bring my hands up to his neck. He grabs my butt, giving a squeeze. He lifts me up and I wrap my legs around his waist. He walks and places me on the counter. He started kissing gently my neck which was still full of scars. He knew it so he was gentle at this spot. I bit my lip to prevent moans from coming out. He reached to my area behind my ear and a soft moan escape my lips. I feel him chuckle on my neck. I missed him so much. I missed this so much.

He takes off my t-shirt and then my leggings. I help him take his shirt off. "Bed" I whisper. He picks me up without breaking the kiss and he walks to my room. He throws me on the bed and climbs on top of me. I take off his t-shirt and I can't look away from his precious body. I run my hand through his chest and then his back pulling him closer to me.

The morning I wake up in someone's arms. My head is laying on someone's chest. I look up and I see Dean asleep. Then last night's flashbacks came back. I get up and I go in the bathroom. I lay against the door and I start crying. That shouldn't happen. What was I thinking? He probably doesn't want anything to do with me. He just wanted to get laid. I'm so stupid. What the hell was I thinking? He broke up with me over a letter and I got him back that easy? I can't do that. He managed to break me once, I won't allow him to do that again.

I get dressed and I go to the kitchen. I pour myself coffee and I grab pizza leftovers from the fridge. I sit down and I start eating. I hear Dean coming. "Good morning" he whispers next to my ear sending shivers allover my body. He hugs me from behind and places his hands on my breasts. He squeezes them hard. "Ouch" "Sorry, I just really missed you" he says and moves to the counter. He pours himself coffee and stands across me. "Everything ok?" he asks "No" "Why? I mean we had a good time last night" he says and he smiles. "I... What happened last night shouldn't have happened. It was a mistake" "Ok" he says and he nods.

He puts his coffee cup on the counter and walks to me. He comes behind me once more. He takes my hair away from my face and behind my ears.  He starts braiding them on one braid. "What are you--" "Shh, just let me" he says and continues to braid.

After a few minutes he is done. He walks in the room and comes out again. He comes and stands in front of me. "So you want me to leave?" he asks and interlocks our hands on one side. "I didn't say leave, it's just that... That was a mistake. It shouldn't have happened. It took me long enough to move on and I'm not going through that again" "That's really good to hear" "What?" "Hearing that I broke you when I didn't want to, imagine what I can do now that I really want to see you break you" he says and in a quick move cuffs my hands. "What are you doing?" I ask. He pulls the braid and I scream from the pain. "You really shouldn't say no to me sweetheart. Now I am going to do things... Oh, I have many things on my mind and I will break you in a way that you'll never be you again" "Dean, please, let me go" I say and tear up "Oh I don't think so. Your mine now and you are not going anywhere because I really liked hearing you moan my name and beg for me. Imagine begging for me to stop and crying out from pain" he says and smiles.