Take Control (Dean x Reader)

Part 8

"...I'm going to help you. Because I love you (Y/N). I never stopped loving you and I never will. You know that I don't like chick-flick moments but I want you to know that I will never be able to replace or forget you. I'm begging you to forgive me about everything I did wrong, because I screwed up. But it seems like that's what I do" he says and tears are streaming down his cheeks. I cup his face and I wipe his tears away "Dean, I never blamed you. And sure if you want to hear it, I forgive you, but you are the one who saved me. You came the right moment and that's what counts. Now, I'm here so we can help each other through this" "And we will" "I love you" "I love you too" he says and we kiss again.

We ended up sleeping together in Dean's room. When I opened my eyes and saw him next to me, having his arms wrapped around me, I felt safe. He is still asleep and I haven't moved so he won't wake up. He needs to sleep and get some rest. He's been through a lot too. The silent gets interrupted by Sam, who entered the room. "Dean, have you seen--" Sam says but stops when he sees me. "Yeah, she is here" Dean says in a sleepy voice. Sam looks at me "I'm fine Sam" I say and I smile for real now. "Ok, I'll go make breakfast" Sam says and gets out.

"I don't want to get up today" I say and I look straight into his beautiful green eyes. "Me neither" he says. He places his hand on my cheek and rubs it softly "How are you feeling?" he asks me "Honestly? I'm feeling great". He smiles and kisses me. "I love you" he says "I love you too". He kisses me again. We pull away and he hugs me. "I missed you" he says and kisses my head "Me too".

My ringing phone ruins the moment. "Leave it" Dean says "What if it's important?" "They'll call again" "You're right" I say and kiss him. The phone stopped and started again after a few minutes. I take the phone from the nightstand "It's Jordy" I say and I answer the phone "Hi, Jay" "(Y/N), how are you? We haven't talked for more than a week. Where have you been?" "I had some things to do. Don't worry I'm fine" "Thank God (Y/N), I thought you were dead on some corner or something" "I'm not" I say and I chuckle "Are you free tomorrow night. I have been dying for a movie night" "Sure, how about at 8, my place?" "Sounds great. See you tomorrow" "See you, bye".

I leave my phone down and I turn to Dean again. "Do you really have to go?" "Not today, it's for tomorrow. Wanna join for a movie night? You can meet Jordy too" "Sure". I get up from the bed "Where are you going?" Dean asks "To take a shower" "Want company?" he says and smiles "Sure, do you have anybody in mind? Because I don't" I say and chuckle. He quickly gets up from the bed and carries me to the bathroom.

After the shower, we went to the kitchen. "Good morning" I say to Sam that was sitting on the kitchen's table "Good morning Sammy" Dean says. "Well, you two seem really... cheerful. Not that it's a bad thing" Sam says. I sit across from Sam and Dean sits next to me. "We had a really... interesting conversation last night that seems like it helped a lot" I say "Yeah, she came running to me and kissed me" Dean says and both the Winchesters chuckle. I smack Dean's arm.

~Next day at 6:00 pm
"Boys, I'm going for groceries and some things for tonight" I yell before leaving the bunker "Wait" I hear Dean say. "I'm coming too" he says and kisses me. "I promise that I'll be there too" *kiss* "I know you did" *kiss*.

"So I got chips, popcorn, beer and of course pie" Dean says "You know that we will order pizza too right?" "I know" *kiss* "And that we will be just three people right?" "Yes" *kiss*. "Let's get some things for the bunker too and let's go at my place" I say "Ok" *kiss*.

I put the chips and popcorn at bowls and I ordered the pizza. "Go change on something more comfortable and I'll take the bowls to the living room" Dean says and hugs me from behind. For a second, I almost flinched but it went away. "Ok" I turn around and kiss him.

I hear the doorbell rings but I'm still dressing. I put on a pair of (Y/F/C) gym shorts and a white t-shirt. I go back to the kitchen where Dean is "Pizza is here" he says "Yeah, I heard the bell. Everything ready?" "Yes" "Why don't you go wear some sweatpants instead of these jeans so you'd be comfier too?" "Sure" *kiss* "I'll be right back".

The doorbell rings and I run to open the door. "Hey" we both scream and we hug. "Come in" I say and she walks inside "You are glowing (Y/N). What happened when you were gone?" "Something great that you'll find out soon". "That's a lot of food for just two people (Y/N)" "It won't be just the two of us. Sorry I didn't tell you. I thought you won't mind" "No, it's fine".

"I'm back" I hear Dean say. "Hi, you must be Jordy" he says and shakes hands with her "That's me. And you are?" "Dean" he says and her expression changed immediately. "Dean. The ex Dean?" she asks me "Yeah" I say "Are you sure for what you are doing (Y/N)?" she asks me.