Sanji's pain

Sanji's true feelings

This is written before Luffy comes
and recruits Sanji, I got this idea when I saw Sanji listening to the cooks talking about him and he was on the other side of the door also when Sanji and everyone including Zeff cry for him when he leaves.

Sanji's POV:
I flung the restaurant door open and walk onto the deck laying my elbows on the fence, 'I did it again,' I thought 'I beat up another customer...' I sigh and try to light my cigarette. 'I mean he obviously deserved it, the rotten man said my food was disgraceful, and the rat  threw the precious food on the ground.' I lower myself onto the wooden floor and lean against the fence, 'I mean the idiot wasted food, so I knocked some sense into him, Danm Rich people taking advantage of food, they have absolutely no idea how it feels like to starve...' Suddenly all the memories came crashing back like a tsunami, I moved my knees to my chest and I break down. Tears begin to steam down my face and I nuzzle my face into my arms. I didn't make a single sound but I was crying rivers all the memories were circling my mind the ship, the island it was just much for me to handle. I was so lost in my own mind that I didn't notice the old man fling the restaurant door open I also didn't notice him walk over to me and sit down. I only realised the old geezer was there when I felt his arm sling around shoulders, my whole body tensed and I slowly look up to see Zeff attempting to give me a reassuring smile.  In a moment of pure desperation I fly towards him and wrap my arms around his back and pull him into a hug. I feel the one of his arms wrap around my back and the other combing through my hair calming we down a bit, I give up trying to hold back and begin to cry even more my whole body shakes and my voice becomes louder and louder. Little did I know that looking through the restaurant windows were all of the chefs looking at me with pity some ever crying a little.

(Time Skip)
After about 20 minutes of straight sobbing, I finally calm down and I stop crying, I was still holding onto the old man through and to be honest I didn't want to let go, but I knew I had too. I let my arms drop limp at my side and lean back onto the fence and sigh. "Thanks" I mumble the old man smiles wide and says "That's alright my boy! Everyone has to let their emotions out once in a while, if you bottle them all up then they will eventually explode, just like yours did Sanji!" The old man laughs, I rub the back of my neck and mumble 'yeah'. Suddenly he stands up and brushed his apron down and holds out his hand, I hesitantly grab it and he lifts me up. I use my black sleeve to wipe my tears while he places his hand on my shoulder. "NOW GET BACK IN THAT DAMN RESTURANT AND COOK! THE CUSTOMERS ARE WAITING FOR YOUR AMAZING FOOD!" I scoff and move his hand of my shoulder "Whatever, Old man." I begin to walk towards the door and spin around "Thank you, Zeff" I hear him chuckle as I quickly turn back around. I take a deep breath and pull myself together, I swing open the restaurant door and stride in, I walk past all the customers without giving them a single glance. I hope up the stairs and stop outside the kitchen door, I slowly open the door and suddenly everyone becomes dead silent. I walk past them and stop and my post, I grab the kitchen knife and begin to chop the carrots. I can feel everyone's eyes of me, it's making me less concentrated. So done with my unlucky day I spin around in a blind range and shout 'WHAT ARE YOU STAIRING AT!?' I look at everyone's eyes they're filled with Pity. Suddenly Patty comes over to me a worried expression plastered on his face, "We Uh, We saw you on the deck with the captain, we are just worried and want to know if your alright..." My eyes widen in shock and I say "oh" I truly have no idea what to say so I just stand there. After around 10 seconds of standing I decide to give them a reassuring smile and say " Y-yeah I'm fine, I just had a sudden painful flashback is all it's all sorted. Now! We've got many customers out there waiting to taste our amazing food so... LETS GET COOKING!" They all give big smiles and shout 'YEAH!' and begin to cook, I turn back to my post and start to chop the carrots again, I smile to myself  'I'm home...'

This is really cUte!!!