My cousin and I

Part 3

      I hope y'all still not judging me after reading all that man 🤣🤦🏽‍♀️ but let me get back to the story so weeks after that night we will just constantly start getting busy whenever we can wherever we at . One night after we got Done we was just laying there and talking and he talking about how he wanna start a relationship with me and he wanna have a baby and everything and how he wanna get married , but i wasn't ready for any of that because the last relationship i had was toxic and i was getting my ass beat all the time 🤦🏽‍♀️💯 , so i told him I'll think about it because i don't wanna ruin what we got if the relationship don't work out and he was sad of course but he said ok 👌🏽💯 so he kissed me and turned over and went to sleep so i did the same wondering if he gone leave me and don't wanna talk to me again after that day , but when i woke up he had cooked me a dinner it smells so good 😊 and he said can i ask you some and i said yeah he like how would you feel if i wanted you to meet my parents and I'm like don't you think that's a lil to fast i mean we aren't even dating yet so i don't think that will be appropriate right now so he smashed his hand on the counter and said Nothing is ever good for you .. you know that i mean like i want you to meet my parents but you acting like a child i don't wanna just keep fucking you when it's convenient for us i told you what i want and i meant that i really love you G but you don't understand that because you probably don't even feel the same way do you ? And I'm like yes i do but it's just hard to show it because of my past relationship and he like you keep saying that but what does your past have to do with your future? NOTHING !  And he just walked out the door and I'm like wtf 🙄😒 so i called my girls to ask them what should i do because they understand me more than he do and they like hunny if that man loves you and you love him y'all might as well make that shit work 💯 and stop always playing hard to get and always worrying about your past 💯 and I'm like bitch you right i need to stop so I'm like ok I'll call y'all back and then i hung up and called him this man didn't answer so i called him again went straight to voicemail and so i stayed up calling this man trying to figure out where he was but still no answer 🙄. It's about 3 o'clock in the morning when this man finally gets in the house and he is just drunk asf and all over the place 💯 trying to apologize and everything and he said some that had me worried a little bit but i let it go over my head 💯😳 so I'm getting this man water to drink and changing his clothes and shit i look out the window this man ain't even park his car right so i put some clothes on and go park it right and come back in puts him in the bed with a garbage can next to him and i went back to sleep. The next morning this man wakes up with a bad ass hangover and I'm like that's what tf you get for getting that drunk last night 💯🤦🏽‍♀️ and he like i know I'm sorry but you really be hurting my feelings and I'm like i promise i don't try to but you just gotta slow down fr 💯🤦🏽‍♀️ . Before i tell y'all what happens next let me tell y'all after i broke up with my abusive boyfriend he been texting me and calling me telling me he want me back and i could swear this man have been stalking me 💯 and that's brings me to that same day where it was a knock on the door and I'm asking his drunk ass did he give a bitch his address to come and forgot he like nah i didn't i don't think so i open the door and guess who i see at the door 🤦🏽‍♀️ my ex 😳 this man buss in the door like where that nigga at that you been fucking and I'm like you need to leave right now before i call the police 🚔 and he smacked me and went into the room and all i hear is them fighting and I'm calling the police to come arrest his ass and after i got off the phone with them i grabbed a lamp was by the door and bussed his ass right over the head with it 💯 he was down for a second and then got back up so i hit him again as he was trying to get up and he fell again but this time he wasn't moving so i was scared for my life that i called the police and told them they need a ambulance here ASAP 💯 so I'm shaking and the police comes and help him just in time before the bitch died but for a minute there I'm not gone lie i really didn't care whether that bitch lived or died because he was gone be out my life  for good 💯👌🏽 .