Chapter 1 New emotions ... ❤

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P. O. V. Alvin
Dear Diary ;
Today was a particularly difficult day ...
I went to my umpteenth concert and declared myself ....
Only that ...
He didn't understand it! 😭😭😭😭😭
The song was for him and him, he didn't understand it! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Why?!
Why, don't you love me ?! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
And to make matters worse, after the concert; a boy older than me has come to console me and tell me that I am adorable while I sing!
Almost almost, he kissed me !!! ....
In conclusion!!
I want a boyfriend and catch another one !!
I'm the most unfortunate person in the world !! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Now I'll tell you better, what happened ....

Flashback

I thought: I finally managed to tell him, everything I feel for him !! 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍💕💕💕
I'm so happy ! 😍😍😍💕💕💕
<< Hey, Alvin? >>
I turned around, thinking it was Prince Charming; instead ...
I found myself in front of a boy: with brown hair, dressed in black and with particular eyes ....
Those eyes amazed me ....
They were wonderful!
He had a red eye and a blue one!
I have no words!....
<< Oh ... Hello ... >>
I replied, without feeling, any interest ...
<< All right? ... >>
He asked me, worried ..
But this, do you read my mind or what?!?! ....
<< No ... I ... I'm fine ... >>
I was sitting on a bench; holding my face in my hands and he sat next to me; wrapping an arm around my shoulders.
I blushed a little and my heart quickened by a beat ....
No, no!
What is happening to me ?!
I can't fall in love like this !!! ....
<< Sure? ... I see that you are sad ... I see it, from your eyes .... >>
I shook my head; closing his eyes to keep the tears from falling.
A tear, I slipped on the cheek and the mysterious boy, hugged me ..
<< Quiet .... ❤
Whatever happened to you, I stand by you ... ❤ >>
I hugged him in turn and started to cry on his chest ...
He started stroking my hair ...
<< Don't worry ... ❤ >>
After a few minutes I calmed down and pulled away from the hug ...
<< S-sorry ... I let myself go, too many emotions and ... I didn't even tell you, my name is ... >>
I looked down, sadly ...
But he stroked my cheek and it made me stand up, my eyes on him ...
<< Quiet, Alvin ... ❤
I know your name ... >>
He gave me a kiss on the cheek and it made me blush a lot ....
Cabbage!....
What's happening to me ?! 😅
Calm, Alvin! ....
<< Pleasure, I am Slade
Slade Smith. ❤
I am fourteen years old >>
He smiled at me with that wonderful smile of his, that ... 😍😍😍😍😍😍💕💕💕
OK! What's happening to me ?! ....
<< Pleasure .... ❤ >>
I answered him, keeping my gaze fixed on him.
Then I realized that he was still there, stroking his cheek and I, in a very embarrassed way; I tried to escape ...
<< Here .... I .... I must go! ... >>
I tried to escape, but he stopped me; taking my hand ...
That contact made me bewitched and not a little!
<< Wait, princess! ... ❤ Stay .... >>
He smiled at me.
<< You are adorable while you sing, you know it? >>
As he spoke, he approached me again and stroked my cheek ...
That wonderful contact made me blush again ...
I positioned my hand on his; embarrassed, wanting her to take it off ...
He was really enchanting me!
<< I-I .... I .... I ... >>
I couldn't speak and he came closer to me ...
He approached his face to mine and placed his arms around my neck.
My cheeks were burning! ....
I didn't know what to do ....
My face came closer to him automatically! ....
I didn't want to do it, but it was as if my body no longer responded to my commands! ...
He from the neck, passed to caress my chest; until I get to wrap my hips ...
I cannot describe the embarrassment and emotion I felt at that moment ...
I tried all things together! ...
Fear!...
The love!...
Passion!....
But above all fear! ...
I didn't want to do it ...
He gently gripped my hips; getting closer to him ...
With those strong arms, but at the same time; weak and needy .....
Who tried to get closer, more to him ....
Suddenly, a car rang and I immediately got away from that incredibly beautiful chipmunk! 😍😍😍😍😍💕💕💕
I ran away from home, my heart pounding!
I didn't talk to anyone all day and even though they kept asking me what I had; I answered, I was fine! ....
Nothing is true!
I am not well!
I can't get that chipmunks out of my head! .....
......
In the end, I vented myself in the bathroom and started to cry, all the time ...
This is what happened today ...
I really hope that you don't try with me anymore and that I won't see him again ....
Because ... It made me feel emotions; that can't be explained! ...
But now, it's making me feel, a deep sadness ...
A deep sadness .... ❤ Inside the heart ..... ❤
Sincerely; see you tomorrow....
Your friend, Alvin ....❤

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