My 3 brother guards [ completed ✔️]

ch 21

Xavier p.o.v

Adams face paled when he heard the sirens coming closer . He looked like a lost kid .. probably he didn't think that this would happen and to be honest .... I didn't too

I am still holding my baby to my chest ,Adam and Isaiah now beside me

Lia's body is shaking she's trying to silent her sobs and cries and i hug her tightly

Adams tries to take lia away from me

" leave her ! Don't  you dare touch my baby !"

" if you don't leave  her she will be killed " he says pointing the gun at her head  .. i let her go reluctantly .. she can't die

"Xavy!!! "  she cries  and tries  to reach to me but Adams is holding her  strongly

" It's ok baby i am here ok? Remember our promise ?... stay strong for me yes ? "

she nods and stop squirming in his arms

the sirens are getting louder which means that the police is here

pushed by the guards we are taken out of the house

the police is surrounding the place and many ambulances are here  ....and a person i thought i will never see again...what is she doing here?

carl is also surprised   "what are you doing here !  "

" i can't let you hurt them anymore ... i can't let you control me any more !!  "  she says with hatred in her eyes 

and he just looks at her in disbelief   .. speechless.

"Adams drop the gun and let them go don't make this harder "  an officer says cautiously

"Don't move one step or i will kill the girl !!"

"Adams .. surrender right  now and no harm will be done ok?  "

He laughs "  No harm will be done !!! the harm is already done and she killed herself!!"

"Adams ... I swear i tried ....she pushed me away .. i tried my hardest "

"No! No! It wasn't enough ! she died... killed herself !  you killed her ! and you're living normally  ! you should die ! "

"Adams listen . Xavier tried ... he really did... when she died he cried for days and locked himself in his room for weeks . ... you say he has a normal life?? what i did to him, what carl did to him . I ... his mother who should've stayed even when carl left ... but i didn't... i ran away and i have no excuse.  we left him alone to take care of his siblings when he was just learning to care for himself ..we left him a huge responsibility  ... he took care of them ..he never went to parties or had fun like boys his age ... He had no friends ... you were the only friend he had Adams "

by the end of mum's speech we were all crying ... even Carl

should  i forgive her ? she left knowing what will happen and as she said... she had no excuse....

"i don't care!  he deserves this because he ruined my life .. when bella died i became crazy ..my parents forced me to go to therapy but it was pointless ... the sounds never stopped .. the urged me to kill him !"

  what he said shocked me ... i didn't know that he went through this ... i was busy grieving and never thought of what he was going through

"Adams .... i am sorry .." i say now in front of him

" i never thought you went through that .... i should've helped you.... we should've helped each others .... let's start a new start "

" what new start are you talking about! I hate you you... I always will!"  he says with the gun pointed at Amelia's head still

"ok..... hate me me as much asyou want just don't hurt them  they did nothing!"

"they are  your life aren't they?
I have have to  kill them to ruin your your life!
I have to!"  he says tears sliding down his face

" she wouldn't want  that for you Adams ...she wouldn't want you to do this ! "

" she would want me to take revenge!"

everything happens so fast

he points the gun at me  pull the trigger

i close my eyes but feel no pain

i open them slowly tho find mum had taken the shot  blood coming out from her  chest

the police caught Adams and lia ran to Adam and Isaiah

i run to my mother hold her close to me
she looks at me and smiles weakly her eyes held that look that i missed so much ... this motherly look .. and i forgive her just like that

'I- i am  s- sorry m-my son "   she says then close her eyes and.... it's over she's dead ....my mother ...she saved me ... she's dead

i look away from her body to find a cop cuffing Carl and i head to him

i need to talk to him ... but can't form any words  ..His eyes are not cold anymore ..the are holding so many emotions now ... but the most seen one is ... guilt

" i know that sorry can't fix anything... i caused this ..but iam sorry anyways... i understand if you don't forgive me ... but forgive your mother ... i started taking drugs and got involved in gangs and ... when Amelia was born i threatened her that i would kill Amelia if she didn't leave with me but... she still loves you... she loved you "

" i can't forgive you right now ... I don't think i really can ... I don't know ...maybe someday but... i can never forget  this ..... but i already forgave mum "

And with that i left i went to my siblings hugged them and cried .

i cry in relief because it's over now

i  cry for mom who loved us.. but she's not here anymore

i cry and let all the emotions that i held for years out    so i can start a new fresh life

The End

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