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Chapter 11-Leaving

Kian's POV

"You." She said staring in my eyes. She makes me feel complete. I sighed. I am so happy whenever I'm around her. Then I remembered. I have to leave to go on tour on Friday. It's Tuesday and I haven't even told her yet. I can't leave her. Imagine what that will do to our relationship! Ugh I need to tell her. But how?

"Uh,Kian?" I heard her mumble. I focused back on her.

"Yeah?" I asked.

"Uh,you were staring at the sky silently for like 5 minutes.." She said giggling. Shit,was it really that long?

"Oh,whoops." She laughed. Goddamnit I can't do it.

"Do you want to stay over at my place tonight?" She asked. She stared deeply into my eyes.

"Yes!" I blurted out.

"Okay." She laughed.

"Well let's go to your place and make home made pizza or something." I suggested.

"Okay!" I stood up and reached for her hand. She gripped my hand and jolted herself up. We walked hand in hand back to my car and drove back to my house.

Natalie's POV

We were driving back to my place and I noticed how strange Kian was acting. Normally we sing or talk the whole way home,but this time was different. He was gripping the steering-wheel hard in his strong grasp. He has a tense look on his face as if almost thinking himself to death. He looked rather stressed. I decided to let it go,if it was important he would tell me.

"We're here!" He beamed.

"Yep,I think I would recognize my own house.." I said sarcastically. We walked into my house and Kian jumped on to my couch. I rolled my eyes. I looked in my cupboard and realized I had no ingredients to make pizza."Oh,I got to run to the store to get everything." I exclaimed.

"Oh,okay!" He jumped up and ran out the door to his car.

"Okay I guess we are leaving now!" I yelled sarcastically so he would hear me. I grabbed my purse and locked my door and headed to his car. Kian seemed a bit more happy on the way to the store. When we arrived at the store he grabbed the cart before I could and started grabbing supplies."okay.." I said. When we had everything Kian placed everything on the conveyer-belt and took out his wallet."No!" I exclaimed as I pushed his hand away."It's my food,I'll buy it." I said grabbing my wallet from my purse.

"Nope. Not acceptable. I'm paying." He said as swiping his card. Why did my purse have to be so crowded?

"I'll pay you back." I told him.

"No need. Having you is enough." He said. I blushed and smiled hoping I didn't look like an idiot in public. He carried all the groceries out to his car and threw them in his trunk.

"You didn't have to do that." I said as we drove out of the parking lot.

"Oh but I did. I'm your boyfriend,I'm supposed to do things like that." He exclaimed.

"No. You're my boyfriend,you're supposed to be caring and funny and there for me,not buy my groceries." I replied.

"Well I did. So deal with it." After that it was a silent ride back to my place. When we arrived Kian helped me load the groceries into my house. Then we started making our pizza's. When we stuck them in the oven we didn't know what to do with our spare time,so of course,we had a food fight.

"Hey Nat!" Kian yelled,I turned to face him. He threw a handful of shredded cheese on me. Then I grabbed the pizza sauce jar and dumped it on him. It turned into a war. I grabbed the pepperoni and started throwing the slices at him. He tackled me and took me to the ground.

"What are we doing?" I laughed. We just laid there.

"PIZZA'S READY!" Kian yelled while looking at the oven. We took them out and let them cool. Once they cooled,we started eating.

"This is really good!" I said with a mouthful of pizza. He laughed. When we were done we went down to my room and turned on a movie. I went to the bathroom and changed into shorts and one of Kian's shirts and jumped on my bed. Kian just threw on some sweats.

"That shirt looks good on you." He smiled.

"If you had a shirt on I could complement you on it." We laughed. We started cuddling and watched the movie. At some point I dosed off in Kian's arms.

/the next morning/

I woke up in my bed,but Kian wasn't there. I walked upstairs blindly.

"Mmm pancakes." I sighed as I walked up the stairs. Kian was making pancakes at the oven. I walked up behind him and wrapped my arms around him. "Morning" I whispered before kissing his lips.

"Morning!" He said excitedly. When the pancakes were done we ate them at the table. "I need to tell you something." He said as placing his fork on the table.

"Okay,what is it?" I swallowed my food.

"I'm.." He whispered. "I'm leaving for my tour on Friday." I froze.

"Wh..why are you telling me this now?" Were the only words I could get out.

"I don't know. I wanted to tell you but I couldn't." He replied. I felt years fill in my eyes.

"How long will you be gone for?" I asked.

"A month." I felt the tears dripping down my cheeks.

"I think you should go." I whispered,trying to hide the tears.

"But I.."

"Just leave Kian!" I yelled. He got up and grabbed his shirt and left. I had tears bursting out of my face. Kian was leaving in 3 days for a month. I went to my room and cried.

/Friday morning/

I got up early so I could drive to the boys' house. I arrived around 8ish and their plane left at 1. I got out of my car and knocked on their door.

"Hey!" Ricky exclaimed while opening the door.

"Hey." I replied.

"C'mon in!" He waved me in. Jc stood there in the center of the room.

"Hey Jc." I exclaimed.

"Hey!!" He shouted. He opened his arms and hugged me.

"Where's Kian?" I asked.

"Room" Ricky and Jc shouted. I walked upstairs and knocked on his door.

"I'll be there in a sec Jc hold on!" He shouted as opening his door. He has tears in his eyes. "Nat!" He said as hugging me and burying his face in my shoulder.

"I just wanted to say bye." I whispered. He kissed me softly.

"Okay. Well it's a 3 hour drive to the airport. I guess this is goodbye.." He pouted.

"I'll drive you!" I blurted out.

"Okay!" He laughed. We gathered the other boys and jumped in my car. We sang songs and played dumb car games until we arrived. I pulled up to the front and unlocked the car.

"Goodbye Jc!" I yelled as he jumped out and grabbed his bag. He waved. "Goodbye Ricky!" I yelled as he slowly stepped out.

"Bye gurl!" He replied. Kian still sat next to me.

"Goodbye Kian." I whispered softly feeling the tears burn my eyes.

"Goodbye my babey. I love you so much." He whispered as kissing my lips passionately. He got out and headed into the airport.

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