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Chapter 16- The Waking

Kian's POV

/3 weeks later/

I woke up in a pale blue room. I heard faint beeps from the machine beside me.

"Kian," someone whispered beside me as touching my arm. I turned to them. It was a nurse. "Kian you've been in a plane crash. You were in a coma for 3 weeks. You and everyone on the plane survived and as far as we know are doing fine." Tears filled my eyes. I tried to remember the crash.

/flashback to the plane crash/

Jc played his music so loud I could hear it through his headphones.

"Jc,turn that down,please! Your using headphones for a reason!" I begged. He rolled his eyes. Ricky was looking out the window. Trevor snored beside him. Sam played his phone. I sat there. I couldn't get my mind off of Natalie. I closed my eyes and was instantly interrupted by turbulence. Bad turbulence.

"Please buckle up,we have reached a slight rough patch." the flight attendant asked. I buckled up and nudged Jc. The plane started shaking ferociously. The next thing I knew we were going down. The oxygen masks were released. I got into one as quick as possible. I started breathing heavily. 'We are crashing. I'm going to die. The last conversation I had with the love of my life was a fight. I won't see my family ever again. This is it.' I told myself. Then boom. There was this bright,white light.

/flashback ended/

That was all I remember about the crash.

"Kian,would you like me to call anyone to come see you?" She asked. I swallowed. I nodded.

"My family. A..an..and my friends. My best friends. O2l,Connor Franta,an..and Natalie. They are in my contacts." I whispered.

"Okay." She replied. "Are you in any pain?" She asked. I shook my head. "Okay,I'll check on you later." She said as walking out. 'I'm not dead.' I told myself. I dosed off not knowing what would come next.

"Kian?" I heard someone whisper. I opened my eyes slightly. I seen all of my friends there. O2L,Connor,Ashley,and Natalie. She came. She cares.

"You guys are okay!" I whisper-yelled.

"You are okay!" Ricky shouted. It sounded like a question. Natalie stood in the corner,looking down,with tears in her eyes. "We will be out there." Ricky said pointing out the door. They all walked out,except for Natalie. She sniffled.

"Nat," I whispered. She burst into tears. "Please don't cry." I said tearing up. She ran over to me. "I,I sti,"

"No." she whispered. "I need to say say something." She looked into my eyes. She wiped her tears as she sat on the end of the bed. "You scared me so god damn much. I thought you were gone for good Kian,an.. and that scared me so much. It scared me because I can't lose you. I love you to much to lose you. But they say if you love something,set it free,if it comes back,it's yours,but if it doesn't,it never was. And I thought you weren't going to wake up. I thought you weren't going to come back. But you did," she said tearing up,yet smiling. "You came back." Her voice cracked. "But I'm not sure if you feel the same." She looked down.

"Natalie. I know you don't want to hear this because you think it's bullshit. But it's not. It's the god damn truth. I was drunk. I was stupid to do something like that and I instantly regretted it. I called off the whole tour just to come and see you. To tell you that I love you. Because you are my life and I need you. You are my better half." I whispered. She cried even harder.

"But now we need to live with this. It will be a part of our relationship forever because it's like a tattoo,once you do something it's a part of you. And we will have to live with the choices we have made. And I know it seems irrational because you were just in a plane crash and you almost died,but you didn't. And you are fine. And I know you were drunk,but you still cheated. Once a cheater,always a cheater. And I don't know if I can live with myself if I'm dating someone who already broke my heart. I want you to feel free. I don't want you to feel like this is something that we need to fix this instant. Because some things take time,and some things aren't fixable." She whispered. The words burned as she spoke them.

"Okay." I whispered. It wasn't worth fighting. She's setting me free to experience things. To experiment. I have to let her go. She got up and left. She got to the doorway and stopped.

"Goodbye Kian. I'll see you in awhile." She whispered,and kept on walking. Ricky walked in.

"I'm sorry man." He whispered.

"She set me free. I'm fine." I tried to convince Ricky,and myself. It's only been a couple hours since I woke up from my coma and so much has happened. That would be the last conversation I had with Natalie for awhile now. And that's not how I wanted it to go.

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