Far from everyone,
Iam drowning in a sea.
I want help,
But I can't thrash My arms in plea.
For I don't want it to be heard.
It's dark and deep.
Iam tired.
Iam scared.
Iam terrified .
But who cares?
Iam drowning and dying.
My body, rejecting me.
I ask my soul, for whom do you want to live?
I should swim back to the surface.
I should see the sun again .
They were my needs,my pleas.
But now I forget everything.
What things are these?
The Silence is screaming,
There is no one under the sea.
I am alone and terribly so;
Sinking down and deep.
What is happiness ;
What is sadness?
What is reality ;
What is illusion?
What is swimming ;
What is drowning?
I don't know.
I am losing my sanity.
