zion ↴
it's only been ONE day but this girl is like a female version of me. ive never made a connection with someone who is so similar to me but so different. okay imma stop im gettin soft.
after we ate, i drove to the beach.
we're now just walking down along the beach letting the tiny waves hit our feet.
"so have you had a boyfriend before?" i ask
"yea" she dryly replies
"how long did yall last?"
"about 2 years. we started dating during out freshman year in high school until our junior year"
"damn thats long. why did yall end it, if you dont mind me asking"
"uhm... during homecoming season, we made plans to go together again cause ya know we had been going together the last two years, but last minute he cancelled on me saying he had a family emergency he had to attend to. even though he wasnt my date, i still went with my best friend gabby, that night i saw him with my now ex best friend, i guess that was his way of telling me "hey i dont like you anymore but your best friends kinda hot." they both stabbed me in the back and i cut them both off, now theyre a happy couple still "going strong", theyve been together ever since, and ever since then im still trying to find my peace of mind, trying to heal myself, because he WAS my first boyfriend and he was someone i adored endlessly, so it still stings but im really trying over here ya know?" she vents
"wow thats fucked up, bet you looked nice that night" i laugh
"ya know today was a really fun day, before today or maybe even before i met you, every single day i thought about my ex, which i know isnt healthy but thats what happens when one falls out of love with someone who would give their world up to make the other persons world happy. but anyway, today and yesterday i totally forgot about him and not once did he cross my mind, maybe you are my peace of mind" she smiles at me
"really now? if so then i would really like to keep it that way, til we die even."
she chuckles and looks down at her feet. i stop in my tracks and she notices and turns to face me.
i stare into her eyes for a second, noticing the sun hitting every inch of her face making her look like a golden goddess.
"what" she smiles
"youre like really really fucking beautiful"
"shut up" she slaps my chest
"what? can i not compliment you?"
"okay whatever pretty boy"
she then looks off into the sunset to the right of her, while shes staring at the beautiful sight in front of her, i continue to stare at the beautiful sight in front of me.
this girl is doing SOMETHIN to me and i have no idea what, but shits scary man.
