Shivika OS

Fear of loosing you

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So it starts after one year of Shivay Birthday after all that Anika being kidnapped drama but Anika is safe but Shivay is still living in the fear of loosing her and he haven't talk about that incident with anyone nor Anika and Anika is confuse about Shivay behaviour.After one year again it's Shivay Birthday and everyone is planning a surprise for him

Oberoi Hall
Everyone was running here and there and everyone was busy.They have send Shivay outside for some work so that they could do all the preparation
R:Are dekho kya multi talented Bhabi hai hamere sara kaam akele karlia
A:Akele kaha tum log bhi toh ho mere sath I hope Shivay khush hojaye
D:Billu Kyun khush nahe hoga puttar tum logo ne Itni mehnat ke hai
A:G Dadi(Anika was playing with her finger and it could be easily be seen on her face that she was tense)
D:Anika puttar kya baat hai tu pareshan lag rahe hai
Om:Apko nahe pata Dadi Bhabi Kyun pareshan hai apko toh pata hai Shivay ko ab kisi tarah ke celebrations pasand nahe Aur Bhabi bhi isse liye
D:Anika puttar sab thek hojaye ga
A:G
Khaana came there to inform everyone that Shivay have come and everyone hide at their respective sides
Shivay enter the house and there was darkness everywhere he could conclude that what was going to happen so he waited for it and soon there was light and Boom
Surprise
Happy Birthday Shivay
There was smile on everyone face and Shivay also give a faded smile.Everyone hug him and there were happy moments Anika came and hug Shivay and Shivay put his head on her shoulder and hug her he wanted to say her he wanted to let his emotions come out today but he couldn't
R:Are bhaiya sara romance yahi karo gay kya kuch Room ke liye bhi chor do.
Everyone laugh
But Shivay remains silent
Om:Are Shivay tu itna chup kyun hai
Before he could say Rudra interrupted
R:Are bhaiya ao dance kare Abhi cake cut karne mai time hai
Everyone start dancing and there were even children running here and there and then one child come in Shivay way Shivay quickly hold him so that he didn't fall
S:Tum thek ho?
B:G uncle Wo uncle Aj apke Birthday hai
S:Ha
B:Uncle hum sab chor police khel rahay hai ap bhi khelay hamare sath
S:Chor police
The boy leave and there Shivay remember all the incidents that happen on his previous birthday they playing chor police and Anika gone missing and the Blast.He look at his surroundings where there was a lot of noise and everyone was happy
R:Aye bhaiya cake cut kare
S:Rudra Mjhy koi cake cut karna mai Room mai jaraha ho
A:Shivay aye na apke Birthday hai ap nahe karay gay toh Kon kare ga Aye
Om:Ha Shivay aja
Everyone was calling Shivay when
S:Stop it(Shouted)Band karde ye sab koi celebration nahe karne Mjhy
Saying this he leave the hall
R:Bhabi bhaiya ko kya hogaya Abhi toh thek thay
A:Pata nahe mai dekhte ho tum log yahi raho

Shivika Room
Anika enter the room in hurry but stopped looking the messy room Shivay was throwing everything here and there and Anika got scared seeing Shivay like this.Shivay then look at Anika and his eyes were bloodshot red
A:Shivay(whisper)
S:Nahe karne Mjhy koi celebration jab Maine keh dia tha toh ye sab Kyun kiya
A:Shivay ap
Before she could say Shivay pin her to the wall
S:Mjhy kuch nahe suna tum sabko mana kardo Mjhy koi Birthday celebrate nahe karne
A:Ap har baar ke tarah Mjhy dara ke chup karana chahte hai par Aj nahe Aj Mjhy jawab chahiye ke ap aisa Kyun kar rahay hai pichle 1 saal se is ghar mai koi celebration nahe hue na hi holi na Hamare Anniversary yaha tak ke kisi Aur ke Anniversary bhi Kyun Shivay
Shivay hit his hand on the wall that make Anika
scared but today she wanted Shivay to open his emotions
A:Aj nahe Shivay apko Aj jawab dena pare ga Mjhy Aj jawab chahiye Kyun Hamein in khushiyo ko celebrate nahe karne detay
Shivay was loosing his control seeing Anika like this
S:Kyun ke ye Choti khushiya mjh se mere Zindagi ko cheen legi
He move back and start taking back steps
S:Har bar jab hum koi khushi celebrate karte hai hamesha humse koi na koi dur hojata hai Mjhy Aj bhi yaad hai mere Birthday pe Mom Dad ke death hue thi Bade papa ke death hamare reception pe Aur tum(He come close and hold her)Tum bhi toh Mere Birthday pe hi kidnapped hue thi Mjhy Aj bhi yaad hai Anika Wo blast Mjhy toh laga tha ke Maine tumhe bhi kho dia(He sit on the floor with a thud and Anika holder him)Mjhy laga ke tum bhi mjh say dur hogaye Mjhy koi celebration nahe karne Mjhy kuch nahe chahiye siwai tumhare Anika(he take her face in his hands)Mai tumse boht pyaar karta ho Phir se kuch hogaya Phir se tum Mjh say dur hogaye toh mai kya karo ga kaise tumhare bina raho ga Tumhare bina nahe jee sakta Tum samajh rahe hona Anika mai nahe reh sakta Tumhare bina Wo log Phir se tumhe mjh se alag karde gay
Anika was trying to calm him but he keep on saying "They will snatch you from me don't go away from me"
A: Shivay(Shouted)Kahi nahe jarahe mai apke pass ho koi nahe Mjhy apse Cheen raha
S:Anika(low tone)Mai Tumhe kisi haal mai khona nahe chahta ek tum hi toh Mere pass ho jisse mai apne jaan se bhi ziada pyaar karta hoon Mom Dad bhi Mjhy chor ke chale gaye Aur ab mai tumhe nahe khoona chahta Tumhare bina jeene ka soch bhi nahe sakta
Tears were flowing from both eyes
Anika hugged Shivay tightly she never knew that Shivay was in immense pain.Shivay hug her more tightly