(Never expected this) Love island 2019 - discontinued

11

Warning: there is some inappropriateness in this chapter to I will put a bold line before and you can skip if you like

I woke up bed to Maura out side and yawned as she begun to open her eyes. I sat up against the back of the bed and rubbed my eyes.

"How are you feeling" she asked doing the same as me

"I don't really know to be honest, I still feel really bad for shouting at anton but I'm glad I done it because I had to tell him how I felt" about said

"Yes please don't feel bad like you should be so proud. Its not often a girl will stick up for herself and I'm so proud that you did" she said and leant her head on my shoulder

"I know it's just i have been through so much shit Already and I'm only 20 like I dont wanna go through that again. I finally let my guard down to him and he does that. I feel like it wasn't even that bad but like I'm just so cautious and i really like him" i said

"I know you do. I feel like you two need to have a talk today without shouting or that and just lay everything on the table and see where you'd are at" maura said and i nodded

"Yeah I will later on, thank you for everything you didn't have to sleep outside" i said and gave her a hug

"No problem I know you would do the same for me" she said and we both decided to go in and get ready.

As we walked into the bedroom everyone was only just getting up meaning anton was still there.

I went over to amber and michaels bed and sat at the bottom as Michael got out and Anna got in, Maura went to see lucie

"How are you doing" Anna asked me

"I think I feel a bit better today now that I got it all out last night and I feel like I'm ready to have a civilized conversation" I said

"That's good see you just need to be strong and it's a good thing you got it out last night because now today you can approach it without shouting" amber said and i nodded

"I know I'm gonna pull him for a chat later because I do feel a bit bad about the way I went of at him in front of everyone" I said

"Yeah good but don't apologize because I know what your like but just remember you have nothing to say sorry for, all you did was tell him how you felt" Anna said and i nodded

We all then went up to the dressing room and i put on a red bikini that was quite revealing.

I then went into the bathroom to brush my teeth but I saw anton and curtis standing there so I stood away from them at the other sink which was quite awkward.

When i was done I went into the dressing room

I put on my sliders and then put my moisturizer

As I begun to brush my hair Anton walked in and came up to me giving me a coffee

I could see all the other girls watching.

"This is for you" He said and placed it on the dressing table

"Oh thank you" i said giving him a small smile

"Can we talk later yeah" he said and i nodded

"Yeah I think we should" I said and he gave me a small smiled before walking out

All the girls gave me a look

"That was sweet of him" lucie said and i nodded

"Yeah it was, even after last night" I said