(Never expected this) Love island 2019 - discontinued

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I woke up next to Anton who was still sleeping, i pecked his lips and then got up to go on the terrace with Amber, Amy and Molly:

"Yeah I've never been single in the villa before and I just don't know what to do because it was so easy with Curtis and this is what worries me is that I thought we were made for each other but I still wasn't enough for him so what chance do I have with a guy who i don't have that with" Amy said

"No but like you have to understand Amy you obviously weren't made for each other he just fed you things that you wanted to hear" I said

"It's all been a dream, right now I feel like I want to hide but I'm not gonna because he's taken so much away from me, he's taken my future away from me" Amy said

"I know but that future was gonna be shit anyway because it was gonna be with someone who didn't even care about you" molly said

"I feel exactly the same like it's a horrible feeling when I wake up like you, I've been totally humiliated by Michael and when I'm watching him be with all these new people it's not nice like it's actually really hurting me feelings" amber said

"You upset" molly asked and amber got upset and I rubbed her back to comfort her

"I don't want to give you a cuddle and make you cry more" Amy said

"No I'm fine it's just really awkward being here" amber said and I put my head on her shoulder

"He hasn't even apologized to us or anything and I just don't understand what I've done wrong like for him to like dislike us that much that he doesn't have enough respect for me to even come and say sorry I'm fine with the whole situation it's just the way that he's making me feel it's not like even that he's cracking on with her it's the fact that I feel so awkward being here " she said wiping her eyes

"Yeah but your saying you feel awkward so the options are you either feel awkward or your civil and I think the one that's gonna make you feel better is a civility" Amy said

"Don't let him make you feel like this Ambs you are worth way more than that. Your fucking amazing and you will find someone so much better who will appreciate that and treat you the way that you deserve to be treated" I said honestly

"Exactly" Molly said "he doesn't deserve you at all"

We all have each other hugs then went to get ready.

I brushed my teeth and washed my face and went into the dressing room

I wore a yellow swim suit and brushed my hair into waves. I put on my sunglasses before going down stairs

I went and sat on the bean bags with jourdan, Danny, Anna and Jordan who all smiled to me

"Hello" i said and they all replied with hi's "where's anton?" I asked looking around for him

"Think he's with Michael somewhere" Jourdan said and I nodded

We all chatted for a little while before I moved to go find anton.

I walked in the bedroom and saw him and michael whispering on my bed

I coughed and both their heads shot up

"Oh hi nyls" anton said

"Nyla" Michael said

"What are you two whispering about?" I asked

"Nothing just chatting" Michael said and i nodded suspiciously

"Come for a chat soon anton? I haven't seen you all day" I asked