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😩I cannot be with you😔

Hey guys, I'm back :) I took some time off cause i wasn't feeling okay at the time but here's a little angst for you guys

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Lisa's POV

You are my friend, I know.

I shouldn't have feelings for you, I know.

Back then, I thought I was just a bit fond of you.

I kept on hyping you up whenever you feel down.

I kept on making a fool out of myself just to make you laugh.

I kept on accompanying you wherever you go because I love it whenever I'm with you.

Sleepless nights is what I get when I study all night about a lesson in Accounting that our professor did not properly explain. I patiently tried to understand the lesson just for you. Just so I could teach you the next day. Just so I could have an excuse to stay beside you throughout the whole day.

I thought I was just a very proud friend whenever you join pageants in and out of school premises.

I thought I just really loved your company.

What I did not know was— I was starting to fall for you.

I wanted to touch your hair, feel your skin against mine, but I couldn't do it. I'm afraid you might notice my growing feelings for you.

Our friends noticed that I was getting clingy to you.

They noticed that I kept on saying your name whenever you're not around.

I got afraid.

Afraid that they might notice my true feelings for you.

I know they are our close friends, but I cannot find myself telling them what I feel about you.

Heck, I couldn't even tell you.

I tried to distance myself from you, so that the feelings would go away.

Weeks passed by and you noticed the space I have created between us.

You tried to reach out and I let you.

'Cause I'm a fool. Fool for you.

All the feelings I was trying to erase, all came back the second my name came out from your pink, full, lips.

"Lisa..."

Days have passed, we became close again, almost unseperable.

My feelings grew, a lot more than before.

One day, when we were at your room, I finally had the courage to tell you about what I feel.

"Jennie, I like—"But suddenly, the door to your room opened, revealing a huge teddy bear being carried by a person.

The teddy bear was so big, it hid the person's face behind it.

We both took the bear from the person's grip and there- your boyfriend whom you haven't seen for years was smiling with a flower in between his teeth.

The words I was meaning to tell you that day vanished when I saw the way your eyes shined when you saw your boyfriend.

Upon seeing you both hugging each other happily......

I was reminded again why

I cannot be with you