Blind Badass

Home At Last

Dedicated to CharliejaneHocking thank you for supporting me and this book I really appreciate it! 

After school

I got in the car "follow us" J said to Blake and we started driving away we parked and the second that we did I unbuckled and ran out of the car and unlocked the door with my finger and rushed inside

And I was greeted by my favorite fluff ball "BABY! I missed you so much" I said as I flopped on the ground with him he took my glasses and put them somewhere and lyed down so I could put my head on him I breathed in his scent evry spirit animal has a scent that helps calm you his scrnt smelled like fresh air after a lightning storm but to others he smelled like a dog I stroked his fur mindlessly he was relaxed but he growled "is he ok?" J asked I hummed in responce "he's relaxed" I said then I felt him tense up and growl even deeper I started laughing I could feel his chest rumbling he stopped when he heard my laugh and he licked my cheek once in an affectionate way I was lying on his mid section so it was easy I sighed in content

"Your obviously not getting up so I'll go get the instruments from the room" J chuckled out I stuck my tongue out at him he laughed when he came back I could here him telling Blake what to do Blake played drums and J played bass "what song?" He asked "Scars" I replied he nodded "you know the song?" He asked Blake and he nodded (a/n this is how she sings it and the back up singer is J)

I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me
That the past is real
I tear my heart open
Just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't hel you fix yourself
Your making me insane
All I can say is

I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
And my weakness is
that I care too much
And our scars remind us
That the past is real
I tear my heart open
Just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
but you never realized
That your drowning in the water
And I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
And my weakness is
That I can't do much
And our scars remind me
that the past is real
I tear my heart open
Just to feel

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least you can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least you can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
and my weakness is that I care to much
and my scars remind me
that the past is real
I tear my heart open
Just to feel

I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us
That the past is real
I tear my heart open
Just to feel

I finished and I heard silence but Kodi licked my face telling me it was good "Kodi and I think we should do that song what do you two think?" I questioned getting self conscious I know I'm bad but they seriously culd have been nicer about it "god your voice is amazing and yes I agree that is definitely the song we should do" a shocked sounding Blake said J hummed in agreement

Kodi whined and I got up he came back later and handed me my guitar I added braille to it so I know what I'm doing and I started to sing The Doctor Said by Chloe Adams

By the time I finish the song tears are in my eyes but I don't let them fall Kodi whines and nudges me and I'm ingulfed (spelling??) In a warm embrace and I hear sniffles "blake it's ok" I old him as he hugged me "it said mom and dad not annoying twin brother that still thought something was up and bothered me about it" I joked "but still I didn't see it and if it weren't for Kodi you wouldn't be here" he cried in my shoulder

"But he did come im here and im not going away you won't get rid of me that easily" I joked he did a small chuckle I hear footsteps "woah I leave for a couple of minutes and J is crying the dog no wolfie looks depressed and Accalia is on the ground with both of them what happened while I was gone?" He asked "nothing much" I said and we start practicing the songs

2 hours later

We were done with practice for today and the boys were eating and I was being stubborn "please please please eat I let you take a break and not eat at lunch and have a very small breakfast so please eat some dinner" J was begging me "im fine im not hungry" I told him "just a couple bites" he told me "FINE GODDAMMIT I'LL FUCKING EAT" I snapped at him and I took a bite of pizza and swallowed big mistake I ran to the bathroom and threw up I groaned "I'm sorry Lia I didn't mean to push you I just want you to be ok and eat something" J apologized I sighed
"I know I just it's ok I forgive you let me brush my teeth and I'll be out" I told him "ok" I heard him say before I heard footsteps I brushed my teeth and sat down in my comfy (spelling???) hanging chair and Kodi put his head in my lap and I stroked him mindlessly all of a sudden a bright light appeared and a small cute farret appeared it's nose twitched "I'm Silo" he said "nice to meet you Silo" I said "when Blake finds me make sure he doesn't freak out ok?" Silo asked "sure we'll helpthe deep yet soft voice of Kodi I saw my wolf and smiled then everything went back to its normal void of nothing but then I saw Silo wink "LIA" Blake and J yelled at the top of their lungs hurting my ears I covered them wincing "what the hell guys!" I screamed at them and Kodi growled he was pissed

Hi I'm back sorry I didn't have wi-fi  yesterday so I made the  chapter longer than it was going to be any ways thanks for reading and I'll probably update sometime this week if not then next Monday BYE!!!

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