My Depression Journal

10/20/2014 7:03 pm

I had a panic attack today in school. and I also made 8 deep cuts across my arm and leg before I left today.... they have burnt all day.... but I guess I dont feel as bad as I did yesterday..... it might be something to do with my dads birthdah (which is today. I found out like an hour ago. oops XD) I do have memory loss. so that didnt help.....

anyway.... yeah....

I am still here. my suicide attempt last night failed. as far as I know. I mean.  im breathing. so yeah....